Lover Boy | Jentzen Ramirez

Chapter 12

Ava's POV:

The past few days on the cruise have been amazing. It's been so much fun hanging out with the squad and going to all the fun events on the cruise. Especially getting to spend more one on one time with Jentzen. Since my mom isn't here, let's just say I've ended up with a few more hikeys on my neck... Everything had been going so well, until today. I just feel like there is something off with Jentzen and he hasn't been acting like his usual self today. It's honestly kind of worrying me a bit because he's never like this. 

This morning he greeted me normally with kisses and cuddles, he was being so sweet, but then he checked his phone and all the sudden his mood changed. He just quickly got up to take a shower and I have no idea what was on his phone. I secretly checked it after he got up and there was literally nothing. I looked through every single app and nothing was out of the normal. What could he possibly be hiding?

Then when we went to get breakfast with the squad, he barley talked at all and not even to me. he was just silent and nodding along with the conversation that was happening. He wasn't even touching me or kissing me which was very out of the normal. I hated seeing him be like that cause it made me sad. Did I do something?

After breakfast, the squad was going to go swimming and Jentzen immediately said he would just stay back in our room because he was "tired". This was so unlike him and I'm really concerned, after being around him a lot I can tell when he's tired and he did not look it one bit. There was definitely something else going on.

 I decided to go swimming with the group, thinking maybe he just needed some time alone, but when I left the pool early to go check on him, he wasn't even in our room. I texted him "Jentzen, where are you?". He is just being really weird today and it hurts me cause I want to be the one he talks to and not have him hide things from me. I got into the shower and got ready for the day while I waited for him to reply. It was so unlike him to just disappear without saying a word to anyone, especially in this unfamiliar area. 

I waited almost 45 minutes, even texted the entire squad to see if they had seen him, and texted him multiple times before Jentzen finally answered with "I went on a walk, I'm fine". Seriously this asshole had me so worried. If he's not gonna tell me where he is, I'll just have to find him myself cause I don't believe that he is fine. If someone were really fine, would they be acting like this? I don't think so. 

I grabbed the keycard, closed the door to our room and started looking for Jentzen. I really did not plan on playing hide and seek today, but you know the things I'd do for Jentzen.

It took me forever to look for him cause this cruise was freaking huge!! I walked almost every where on the cruise and then I looked in one final spot where I saw him: the gym. He looked so attractive the way his muscles were flexing and the sweat dripping down his face. Oh my. But that wasn't my focus, right now I needed to make sure he was okay. I walked into the gym and pulled Jentzen's headphones off causing him to put down the weights and whip his head towards me.

"What the fuck are you doing here" he asked looking pissed off that I had interrupted his work out session. My bad for being concerned dude. this is the first time I'd ever seen him look so genuinely mad at me. 

"I just wanted to check on you, this morning you seemed a little off" I replied, looking at him weirdly. Shouldn't I be the one who's mad right now? Or am I just imagining shit? Someone please help me.

"Well I'm perfectly fine, so it would be nice if you could fucking leave me alone and let me work out" He scoffs. Did I do something? I don't think so. That's it I don't care how upset he is or even what he's upset about, I shouldn't be the one he takes his anger out on. Especially considering my past, he knows better.