The Makeover (One Direction)

My Choice

I usually updated on weekends, once a week. Just wanted to tell you guys that. But since you guys insist, here's a new chapter! And I have a secret for you all... I LOVE TACOS OKAY. IS THAT WHAT YOU WANTED TO HEAR? Jk... Maybe... Bye. Adios. Sayanara. I SAID BYE. Okay for reals tho. -Nat xo

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Alexa's POV

"It's either me.. or him."

How could they expect me to pick one of them?! Justin and Harry are amazing and perfect. Justin is so sweet and kind. He makes me feel on top of the world. When I'm with him I feel like I'm the luckiest girl in the world. But Harry... He's so amazing. He's genuine. His kisses are addictive. I've only kissed him once but it would be pretty cool to get another one. But my past with him... He used to bully me. He tortuned me every day and made me feel like shit. But I forgave him. Does that I mean that I should forget about our past? I didn't know what to do, so I went with my instinct.

"Harry," I began. "You bullied me. You made me feel like shit. Yes, I forgave you, but I don't think we should be anything more than friends." I said truthfully. His face expression fell. Seeing his hurt face made me feel like a bitch. I had two guys that wanted me and I rejected one. I like Harry, but I love Justin. I never wanted to break anyone's heart. I turned to Justin.

"I want you." I said to him. His hazel eyes sparkled. He was everything I've ever wanted in a guy and I'm proud to call him mine. His full pink lips twitched up into a smile. I returned the gesture and he inched closer towards me. By this point, Harry was long gone. He left once I said I wanted Justin. Justin's hands went to the sides of my face and he looked in my eyes. Slowly, we both leaned forward and our lips touched. It felt like something amazing, I can't even put it in words. We pulled apart and his eyes sparkled. Justin is truly amazing. I know I made the right choice.

"I'll see you tomorrow. I love you, Alexa." He said to me as he left. I smiled to myself. This is what it felt to be in love with someone. I was actually loved by someone other than my family. I went into the kitchen to see my mom washing dishes.

"Need some help?" I asked.

She turned around and smiled. "That would be helpful." I went beside her and grabbed a washcloth. I dried the wet dishes and placed them on the drying rack.

"You seem happy... Happier than usual." My mom said as she scrubbed a stain on a plate.

"Well, it looked like you needed help." I said, partially lying. I'm just in a good mood.

"Are you sure it didn't have anything to do with that boy who kissed you?" She said as she finished washing the last dish. 

I blushed. "Maybe..." I said smiling to myself.

"I saw Harry there too." She said as she turned to me, waiting for an explaination.

"Well, um. He was, he was just..." I studdered, trying to find the right words.

"He left the house crying." My heart sank. I did that to him. It was all my fault. I crushed him. I broke his heart. 

My mom noticed my expression. "Just don't do anything you'll regret." She warned me. "Harry is a sweet boy. I'd hate to see you and him in a fight."

"Don't worry, mom. Nobody will get hurt. I'll talk to him tomorrow at school. I.. I didn't mean to." My voice cracked at the end. I don't like hurting anyone. Especially the ones I love. I love Harry, but I'm not IN love with him. I'll fix this. Maybe I can find a way for him to forget about me. To meet someone new. Someone different. Then this guilty feeling I have will be gone and everyone will be happy.

Everyone will live happily every after.