Step Brother~Rafe Cameron

Chapter 18

Rafe POV: back on roof

I come to sit on the roof every night when i can't sleep because it is peaceful up here and i love it no one is annoying me and all my problems go away when I'm up here looking at the sky. I see Y/n leave the house and i wanted to follow her but that is weird and I'm not a stalker but all that was replying in my head is when Y/n cleaned me up and i kissed her was it a mistake?.

I sit on the roof and after a while i see Y/n come back with some food and i could start to smell it and it smells nice, i sit there looking into the distance for a while then i get up and i made a noise but i hope i didn't wake anyone up but luckily i didn't as 20 minutes later no one came up other than y/n well i think it is Y/n.  The small figure jumps "sorry if I scared you" i say and she reply's back with my name and that she couldn't sleep either and i wish this became a thing of yours if we can't sleep we come sit up on here but i just love how peaceful everything is and no one is out at this time no cars no people talking just me and my thoughts. 

Y/n lays her head on my shoulder and i hold her hand and rub it and i tell her how beautiful she looks and she thanks me for sticking up for her as no man has ever done that for her before so i feel honoured to of been the first and I hope she remembers that. We sit on the roof for ages not saying a word and i went in for a kiss but she got up and said the first kiss was a mistake and shouldn't of happened and it made my heart sink hearing that but she was right but i would love to sneak around with her but if anyone found it we would never hear the end of it if I'm being honest .

I stay sitting on the roof fora few minutes since Y/n left and the girl i really want doesn't want me but I didn't want to give up but maybe i should just give her time and avoid her until she comes to me. I climb down back into my room and i turn my light off and i get changed and fall asleep straight away as my head hit the soft silky pillows.

Y/n POV: few days later

I've never felt so bad in my life until that night on the roof with Rafe what was going through my head and what was going through his but i will never know. The kiss me and Rafe had was a mistake and i want to avoid him i need space and i don't want anything like that to happen again but it was nice sitting on the roof and listening to how peaceful it all was and that day has been playing in my head for days now.

I get up out of bed after laying in there for hours and i get ready to spend the day in the pool with Sarah as I've not spent anytime with her for a week or 2 now as I've been busy and she has been with John B for days now and spending time with him and her best friend who i don't even know but not the point, i put a white bikini on and i leave my hair down and i put some black fabric shorts on before i head downstairs and see Rafe and Sarah in the living room getting along.

"Hi Y/n" Sarah says as i walk by "Hi Sarah i'm almost ready" i say walking into the kitchen to get something to eat and drink and i feel eyes on me so when I'm in the kitchen i look over to the living room and see Rafe is looking at me and i look away quickly and finish what i need to do in the kitchen "Sarah let's go I'm ready" i say shouting in the kitchen to avoid Rafe "coming" she replies back and we both walk to the front door.

A/n: hope you are liking this book
Might not finish the Peter book as it not getting many reads