Betrayal

What happens next

Lilly's POV

'What am I going to do now. Wait Cody is here, I totally forgot. I'll just get off my bed slowly, not to wake him.'

"I'm comfortable, don't leave yet" Cody says.

"I need to get dressed, I have stuff to do today." I reply

"No you don't, Jess is not around so you just have me, she is probably with Jenna having ice cream and gossiping." Cody says to me coldly.

'I push him away and get up, yea I know I don't have Jess but I still can do my own thing and it's hard enough to admit my best friend betrayed me'

"That's very comforting, thank you, why don't you just tell me you may do the same thing." I snap at him.

"I.. Didn't mean it, sorry and I wouldn't do that to you, you should know that" he apologizes and offers a hug

"You aren't getting off that easy and well I guess you won't, I just wonder if.... Never mind." I change the subject

"No tell me." Cody encourages

"It's not important really, just something I was thinking about" I lie and leave the room to get dressed.

"Oh come on your lying, tell me already" Cody follows.

"You want to know, fine I wonder if all of this your doing, caring and comforting me means anything" I retort at him and he stares blankly at me

"Umm.. It may mean something, it may not but I'm not gonna say anything till I know how you feel" he says.

"Cody I... Don't think, now is the best time it's just.. I don't know."

'I am so confused, I don't know what to think or do'

"Why isn't now a good time, just tell me how you feel and that's it" he grabs my hand.

"Cody, no" I tell him and walk into the bathroom closing the door behind me.

'What should I do? Tell him that I still have feelings for him or let go? I have to tell him what happened before anything first though. I put on my black tank top with blue jeans and my sneakers. I walk into my room to see Cody laying on the bed looking at the ceiling.'

"You ready to tell me?" He is such a nag

"Yes, but first I need to tell you something serious" I'm nervous as shit

He sits up "You can tell me anything"

"Ok well remember when we had our talk about what I'm going through"

"Yea?" He asks worriedly

"Ok, well I was........"

"Is it that bad you can't get it to come out or should I get a hint?"

"It's just hard to think about, that's all" I have to tell him "Ok the truth is that I've been keeping a secret from you and you have to promise not to tell anyone or you won't have a dick left. Ok?"

"Umm... Lovely imagery, but I promise"

"Well, what I have been keeping from you is that, I was raped."

(There's the secret well next chapters will get more into the relationship between Cody and lily and even a new friend too but thanks for reading I know I haven't updated in a while. If you have any ideas for me just comment and don't forget to like. Thanks)