FAMILY

47| Reclaiming My Body

Hey, besties!!!!

Euhmmm so this chap will be 🌶🌶🌶
Just a heads up.

I fucking suck at writing smut, so don't get your heads up

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Elena's POV:

Alexander placed me down on his bed and then climbed on top of me. He caged me down between his muscular arms and strong chest. He kept his eyes on me and he cupped my chin to make me look up at him.

"My Elena. My gorgeous Elena", he muttered softly.

My heartbeat went faster when he pressed a kiss on my lips. This one was soft and tender. I waited for him to kiss me harder but he didn't. He kissed my lips as if they were the most fragile object in the entire world.

His hands slipped under my shirt. Goosebumps appeared on my stomach as he softly stroke it. My mind was silent for once. All I could focus on were the sensations that I felt when he touched me. His touch was like a feather but left me hungry for more.

He slowly pulled up the hem of my shirt. In a reflex, I held down my hands to keep my shirt in place. A frown crossed his handsome face and he placed a kiss on my neck.

"I will never hurt you", he kissed my ear.

He was doing so much all at once. I felt his fingers trace up and down my shoulders. His lips were trailing up and down my neck. His soft hair tickled against my face and it all felt very good. I don't know what took over me but I pulled off my shirt.

This was what I wanted and I won't allow my fears to stop it from happening.

His eyes were suddenly all over me and I felt a sense of reality hit me. I'd been too caught up in his kisses. I was getting self conscious. I've never been so exposed before a man with my consent.

The only thing that was between our chest was my bra. I had this urge to pull it off but I didn't find the courage.

"Bellissima", his voice was deeper than normal.

I felt something poke my stomach. When I looked down, I noticed that it was his bulge. It looked big. I would've kept looking if Alexander didn't raise my chin to his.

"If you don't want to do this, that's alright. I don't ever want you to feel like you have to do this.", his voice was firm.

I cupped his face with my hands and kissed him softly.

"I want to have sex with you."

Saying it out loud made my toes cringe but it was the truth. I want to take the next step in our relationship.

Alexander's eyes were filled with hunger as he nodded. He sat back up and watched me. He slowly started to unbutton his shirt. His chest was wide and muscular. He had the Famglia's, the business, symbol tattooed on his right breast. My eyes took in his six-pack and the small scars he had from fights. He was tanned and I squirmed in my seat. He was more than perfect and my fingers tingled with the need to touch him.

He unbuckled his pants and I watched how they dropped down. His bulge was now even bigger. I couldn't keep my eyes off it. He slowly climbed on top of me and brought his lips to mine. He kissed me deeply and I grabbed onto his biceps.

"Tonight is all about making you feel good", he muttered against my ear.

His tongue trailed down my neck to my chest. I bite my lip and arched my back. His thumb came up to my lips and opened them. He only needed one hand to unclip my bra. I watched how he captured my right breast with his tongue. I gasped loudly and tried to squirm away but he gripped me down tightly. My nipples hardened and I had to close my legs.