"That's how I feel....like I'm drowning inside. Sinking. But you knew I'd be there for you. So you let yourself go...." he stopped for a few seconds trying to mask his pain and emotions from me. " except no one's picking Me up when I let myself go into the shattering waves." I stared blank into his page green eyes. Oblivious to what he was saying. I was only twelve. Why would he be telling me things that could ruin my happiness? I couldn't process what was happening with him. He never cried in front of me before. My head pondered while he was trying to stir up another sentence to his life lesson.
A sharp pain emerged through my ears. A sound like my skull hitting against glass objects. The sound mentally changed. It sounded like a screaming child in need of help to be salvaged from pain.
The door slightly opened. A second after the pound had ended. A short structure women with long black hair emerged from the light of the sun and slightly gleamed from the outside life of living happiness.
"Hheeyyy....." the woman, my mother, started but her voice trailed off as she saw my father quickly stumble his way to exit the kitchen to hide his tears from his lover. She too didn't understand. Then I didn't know what he truly trying to say. But know I do. I would've hoped to know before. I wanted to lnow.what was keeping him up at night, haunting him at midday. But now I wish I didn't.
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Sry these next few chapters are short.
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Am I Next to Die Living?
Teen FictionThe life Erzra has with growing in a fear of dying. His parents are dead and so is his only friend. He is outcast from everyone else. how does he chang his life of hell?
