I awaken every morning with a heart full of regret. My last words to him...To her.... stupid. Plain idiotic.
"Its okay dad, go ahead, let go." It wasn't okay. Yet I was stupid enough to say it, twice? It's an irresistible saying that I have to state, or they'll leave me with guilt.
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That sound. It breaks us. A simple tone. its that one simple sound that kills us all at inside at once.we inattentively break. Shatter to pieces. In an unbreakable moment we shatter into unfixable tiers that will never shift together. Yet I've heard this hairendeous sound more than once.
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Well as you figured, they all instantly let go. Unforgivable of them to leave you in a world full of monsters, though even more death is to come. If only they had known we had already died twenty times worse then they would ever imagine when they left.
Loosing someone is like leaving you in an abandoned river of blood that burns quickly. That's how it feels when someone has left you.
I lost his rough hands ruffle at the top of my thick hair. I lost his green pale eyes starring blankly into the kite across the street. I lost his faint smile as I took the last slice of pizza. I lost him. An he will never come back.
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Am I Next to Die Living?
Teen FictionThe life Erzra has with growing in a fear of dying. His parents are dead and so is his only friend. He is outcast from everyone else. how does he chang his life of hell?