Hello it's me,
The moon, The one who I thought I could trust the most, failed me miserably and now I do not know where to turn. So I found you and I hope you can help me. You always have the words I need to say but my body and mind refuse so I use you to explain to others what is happening internally. The internal struggle in which no words can describe but somehow you manage to do it and for that I guess I am thankful.
No matter how I feel there is a melody or tune that you can provide in order to allow me to say this is how I feel. My friends could never really understand my feelings but now they do and it's all because of you. My favourite song describes my mental state at that point in time and I know it's hard but I guess it's soothing because the people who write it are also people and that makes me feel heard and makes me realise it's not only for me.
I spent the longest time thinking that no one else can surely feel the way I feel right now but I've been proven wrong by the music I listen to and it helps me feel better which sounds rather selfish and harsh but it's the sad truth. The way you can write words to such a soothing and calming melody with ease. I've always wondered how you do it, how you can figure out the right words to describe how you feel with such ease and you do it so poetically. Each lyric and each beat each have there own effect on the way my mind will turn whether that is happiness, sadness, anger or joy there is a tune for them all.
Trying to understand the mind of a human being is difficult if you do not know where to look or what to look for. But you, you know exactly what to say no matter what. Someone could be suffering but as soon as you appear a blanket of comfort appears and you sing your sweet melodies into their ears giving them hope and helping them to understand the complexity of their own mind. You help to prevent that worst actions from happening although, sometimes your are there to witness the tragedy that many will suffer from. You are both the opening tune and the end credits in life as you sing and harmonise while my body is lowered further and further into the ground and you provide comfort to those around. You do such a great job and I wish more people understand that art that goes into creating something as beautiful as you. You give people the courage to be open, to care, to be free and for that I thank you.
The provider
Music
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