Didn't Expect ~ Matt Espinosa

Chapter 35

We all circled on the floor, Cam is inside our circle, surrounded by us and his gifts. His gifts are big wow, I feel conscious about my gift now, but except for the other one that I already gave, his family.

"Okay so I will open Mom's gift first," Cameron said while holding the square box. Oh shiz, what if me and his mom have the same gift to give ? Oh wait, that box is just small, mine's big.

Cameron started to tear off the gift wrapper then came out a blue box. He removed the cover of the box then he pulled out a wrist watch that looked expensive. Wow. His face lighten up, he came over to his mom and he hugged her tight, "Thanks mom."

"Sierra was the one who actually chose that," his mom said. Cam hugged Sierra next and he went to the middle again.

Cam opened more gifts and now it's my gifts' turn, "To Cammy Dallas, from Lexa."

He tear off the gift wrapper and his face immediately brighten up, "Oh my God ! This costs too much ! Seriously ! Thank you so much !" Cam hugged me tight and I can feel Matt's eyes burning on us.

"You are the best, I love you."

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"Don't tell me that you are jealous."

"Okay I won't !" Matt said sarcastically.

"Seriously Matt, Cam is just my best friend ! You shouldn't get jealous !"

"Well stop making me !"

"We aren't even making you jealous !"

"Well I am !" he said while slamming my bedroom door. Ugh ! Why do he have to be so difficult ?!

"Can you stop that ?!"

"Stop what ?!"

"Stop getting jealous over small things immediately !"

"You are the first one I have ever loved, you can't make me stop this because I don't ever want to lose you, okay ?!" he said and that made me feel really weak. He said that I'm the first one he ever love and he doesn't want to lose him. Do he think that I want to lose him ? No ! I don't want either ! I don't want to lose him too ! But him being like this is making us lose each other !

"Now, you are speechless, right ? Ha," he scoffed and I rolled my eyes.

"I'm going."

"Yeah, go ! I'm so done with you ! You get jealous easily ! Ugh !"

"Well what if we just break up then ?!"

"Yeah ! Fine !"

And that's how our love ended.

I still love him though...

He walked out of my room, slamming the door. I broke down on the floor, sobbing hysterically. Can this be one of my dreams that seems real ? Please ?

I just lost Matt, I didn't want to lose him but he officially ended it. He said that we should break up but I said fine ! It is also my fault...

But it's his fault that he got jealous...sooo...

No ! Still no ! It's my fault !

Maybe if I broke my promise, I will get through this...

So that is what I am gonna do.

I stood up from the floor, wiping my tears. I looked around searching for something sharp, my ruler blade.

I walked to my ruler and broke a square part of it, I checked the ends if they are sharp, good they are.