Didn't Expect ~ Matt Espinosa

Chapter 38

I'm very sorry for not updating. I've been focusing on my other account. And I forgot how this story goes so bear with me plus I checked the whole book again and I saw that I have so many errors gosh lel and I'm sorry, this book is not that good...I kinda rushed this book up soooo yah and I want to change the cover of this book lel but I'm lazy so maybe I'll change it next week or something.

I was so surprised to see all of them. They are also staring at me, same as my expression, surprised, speechless. Especially Matt. But Christian isn't here...probably in work or college. Oh wait, he graduated already! I didn't see him graduate! I'm a horrible person!

"Alexa ?" Vince tackles me in a hug. Wow, he have grown so much, even though he's just 15 and it has been just 1 year, he got so tall and his voice got more matured. Everyone started to join the hug, but of course, except Matt.

After the hug, everyone pulled away and I was the one who talked first. "I missed you guys." They all said it back, except for Matt again. Of course, he hates me. Why am I surprised? He hates me because of a stupid reason that we always fight about.

My eyes burn on Matt. I focused my eyes on him, I want to hug him so bad. I missed him...and I still love him. That will never change. While I'm in London and while I was on tour, every time I miss him, I'll just talk to his pictures on my phone or when I'm nervous before a show..

We all pulled away and my eyes were still focused on Matt. He looks back at me and that made me look away. Have he moved on now? Does he not love me anymore? I didn't see any pictures on the internet of him and another girl except for a fan..

"Wow, you are more beautiful in personal! I have seen you in pictures but wow..." Taylor complimented.

"Thanks," I smile at him.

"I missed you bestie! Like my new hair," she wiggles her eyebrows while showing off her newly straight-wavy pink hair.

"Yeah it's nice. Are you and Shawn still together?" I asked her. She gestures towards her and Shawn's hands together and I snorted.

"How about you? You have a new one?" Matt suddenly speaks up as he got up from the couch and walk over us. Oh, he talks.

"No," I shake my head.

Suddenly, Matt pulls me into a tight hug and that surprised me, it surprised everyone else too. Didn't thought that he would suddenly hug me when we both know that we're in the middle of fighting.

"I missed you so much..." he started to cry and everyone started to leave, wanting to give us an alone time. "I shouldn't have been such a jealous guy. I shouldn't have got jealous so easily..I'm a jerk."

"I love you still, Alexa," he whispers.

I sigh and hug him back, "I love you too Matt."

He pulls away from the hug, having this surprised smile on his face.

Suddenly, he kissed me. I missed his kisses so much, I missed him so freaking much. I kissed back and wrap my arms around his neck as he wraps his around my waist.

We pulled away shortly and we hug instead.

"Will you be my girlfriend again? I promise, I won't hurt you anymore and I won't get jealous easily anymore just please take me back..." he whispers.

"Okay."

"Alexa."

"Alexa."

"Alexandra."

"Haylees!!!"

"Alexandra Nicole Haylees!"

I open my eyes to see Mae in front of me. Wait, what?

"Gosh, what time did you sleep? We'll leave in an hour! C'mon get your ass up and get ready!" She yells and I was so confused...What? Leave for what?

Wait, we're still gonna go to camping?

But...I thought....

It was all just a dream? Since from the beginning and to the end?

My crush-idol Matthew Espinosa was never mine? We never met?

Cameron was never my best friend?

And the other guys too?

That explains all the dreams I had that seems real but nope. It was a warning that all of those was just a dream..I never met them, I was never famous. I'm still 15 years old?

"What are you waiting for?" Mae sing-songed. I roll my eyes and got off of my bed and grab the clothes I prepared yesterday and went inside the bathroom.

I stripped off my clothes and stepped in the shower and turned it to warm. Not too hot, not too cold.

It was all just a dream...one womderful dream, that's why it all seemed weird and fast but it was like...real?

At least, I felt his lips, his hugs...his love. It was like a dream come true..All the fangirls that gets a dream like that are lucky, I'm included. But what saddens me is that it was never real. I finally wake up from a dream that I never wished to end.

I experienced love. I had my first kiss and first boyfriend in my dream. I had my first love triangle in my dream. I had my first drama in my dream.

I had my first cut in my dream...

Everything, all of those was just a dream.

I finished showering. I dried myself and put my clothes on which is a black muscle tee and black leggings. I look at my reflection in the mirror. My hair was never ombré, it's still that black beautiful hair.

I went out of the bathroom and put my black ankle boots on. I dried my hair and let it down as usual and I didn't put any make up on.

"Nice sense of style but sometimes, you need to buy outfits close to mine," Mae teases. I roll my eyes and put a black beanie on.

"All black, wow," Mae says. I just want to chuck an apple inside her mouth.

"Let's go!"

I put my backpack on and I grab my big bag which is kinda heavy.

Me and Mae went downstairs and she went inside the van already.

"Be safe there," Chris hugs me. I hug him back then next was Vince.

"Hey Alexa," Chris calls and I turned to him.

"No boyfriends."

I roll my eyes as I laugh then I followed Mae to the van.

"Hey wassup Alexa!" Max pats my back.

"Hi," I gave him a weak smile.

"What's wrong?" Leslie frowns.

"I had a dream..."

Then I continued my story.

~AUTHOR'S NOTE~

Almost the end, sorry that was a plot twist XD