Didn't Expect ~ Matt Espinosa

Chapter 7

My phone vibrated and I checked it.

Big bro: Aw. Just rest okay ? If you're hungry, you can cook. Love u little sis.

Then there's a message from Mae.

Mae: Alexa ??? Are u okay ???

I decided no to reply then I recieved another message. You gotta be kidding me.

Nash: Alexa. Mae told us about how you ran off. Me and Mae will be there after school.

Nash seems like to be the one closest to me. If they knew that I cut. I'll be in big trouble. He said 'us' that means, it includes Matt. Maybe he'll think of how coward I am. I went to twitter and tweeted.

@Alexa_Haylees: Don't expect what you Didn't Expect.

(A/N: I don't get that either but I put it anyways lel. 'Cause it looks like it has a meaning.)

Then seconds later, I recieved a few favourites and retweets and some replied. I just ignored them 'cause I'm not in the mood. I suddenly felt hungry but I didn't want to stand up. I just stayed down. I went to vine and checked Matt's vines. He's so cute...Watching his vines makes me love him more and more. God, Alexa. Stop. You're just hurting yourself. I turned off my phone and put it down. Kill me. Anyone ? Please ?

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"Alexa ?" I heard a voice call but I still didn't open my eyes. "She looks pale" Another voice said. "This is all my fault" A voice that sounded like Matt's said. OH MY GOD WHY IS MATT HERE !? NASH SAID IT'LL BE ONLY HIM AND MAE !? "Don't blame your self Matt. You were just scared" I heard Mae's voice said. Scared of what ? "I know ! But I was a complete ass when I told Nash to tell her that. It's just...too early to admit that I love her ! She'll think it's weird !" Matt said. Wait, what ?! Another question. HOW ON EARTH DID THEY GET IN ?! Well maybe My brothers let them in. "No she'll not ! Saying that you don't love her, is the one that shouldn't be done ! Can't you see, Matt ?!" I heard Cameron said. "Plus, it's love at first sight, I think" I heard Shawn said. "She loves you too Matt ! I'm her best friend ! She loves you more than just a viner !" I heard Mae said. I'm so confused. What are they talking about ? Does Matt love me ? "I don't know, okay ? I completely messed it up ! I know that !" I heard Matt said. "Yes you did" I heard Taylor said and there was silence. Gillingsky interrupted the silence by laughing without any reason, I think ? "What ?" I heard Johnson asked. "It's awkward.." I heard Jack G mumbled. Now it's my time to open my eyes, I look like crap right now, I know. Who wouldn't after they had cried to sleep ?? Well if Matt did, He'll still be hot and if One Direction did too. "Did you heard ?" Matt asked, shakingly. There's no point of lying so I go on with the truth and Nod my head, sitting up. Weakly. My arm still hurt. "Oh shoot" Matt groaned and covered his face with his hands, sighing heavily. "Hey, it's okay" I told him. "Really ?" He asked and I gave him a weak smile and nodded. He smiled back. "Now that's settled. "We'll leave you guys alone for a minute." Mae said and they all went out. "I heard everything" I told Matt looking down. "Look, I'm sorry, okay ? I didn't mean to hurt you ! I was just scared that you'll think I'm weird !" Matt said. "Well I love you too" I mumbled. "You do ?" He asked, sounding relieved. "Yes" I told him. Still looking down. He lift my chin up to look at him and seconds later, he was leaning in, I leaned in too. He closed his eyes, so did I and our lips met. (A/N: Hi Matt's lips ! I'm Alexa's lips ! Lel so corny, now back to the stowwwwy) I felt sparks. It was magical. We pulled away and just stared at each other. He removed his fingers from my chin and I looked down again. He grabbed my arm, and I flinched. "What, why ?" Matt asked, furrowing his eyebrows. I bit my lip, scared to let him see. Maybe after it, he'll leave me. He rolled my left sleeve up and he saw the cuts. He gasp and touched the cuts gently. But it still stings. "It's because of me, isn't it ?" He asked, his eyes starting to water and I nod, biting my lip. He leaned forward to my arm and kissed every cut. I felt butterflies and I knew he cared. He looked at me and pecked my lips. "I'm sorry" he cried and looked down. "It's fine" I whispered and he shook his head. "No it isn't ! It's my fault ! I'm sorry !". I hugged him. "It is your fault but stop saying sorry. You didn't mean to hurt me." I told him and he just cried, while hugging me. "I'm sorry Lex".

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They left. But Matt is just here with me. We are just cuddling. They didn't know about my cuts. I didn't tell them. I don't want to. Matt was the first one. "Please don't do it again" I heard Matt say. "I'll try" I told him and he looked at me. "I'm really sorry". "Matt, stop apologizing. You apologized for so many times now." I told him. "I just feel so guilty" he said and I shook my head "Don't". "Matt ! Alexa ! Dinner is ready !" I heard Christian yelled from downstairs. Me and Matt stood up and we went downstairs. We sat on the chair. "So, You two good now ?" Christian asked and me and matt nodded."You know, Matt, she always talks about you" Christian told Matt and I blushed, Matt just laughed. "She can't stop talking about how hot you are". "Christian !". "What ? I was just telling the truth" Christian and Vince laughed and I rolled my eyes playfully.

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We went to bed. Matt decided to stay with me. Christian let him borrow his clothes. Just sweatpants 'cause Matt's wearing a hoodie. I changed to my black tank top and stayed on my grey sweats. My cuts were seen but I didn't care. Matt is the only one with me. "Goodnight Lex" Matt said. "Goodnight" I told him and he kissed my cheek.

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A/N: double update hiii.