Chapter 36

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"Guys I have a confession to make," I mumbled as we were all in the guys' flat. As in all, even Mae.


"What is it ?" Carter asked, getting impatient. I breathed heavily before speaking,


"I am leaving."


"What ?!" They all chorused but Matt was plain blank. He was quiet. He just stared at me like I'm a ghost.


"When are you leaving ?!"


"Why didn't you tell as earlier ?!"


"Where are you going ?!"


"Why are you leaving ?!"


"Guys, please slow down so I can answer your questions one by one," I sighed then they all shut up.


"I'm leaving on October 10 so tomorrow is the last day you'll see me. I didn't tell you guys earlier because I wasn't ready to see your reactions like now...I'm leaving because I wanted to have a new life. I wanted to start again. I don't want anymore pain..I'm going to London without my brothers, only me," I explained to everyone and all of them are close to breaking down except for Matt that stormed off. What the hell is wrong with him ?


"I'm sorry guys..." I looked down and before you knew it, I was attacked by hugs.


"Please don't forget us..."

"Please come back.."


"We love you.."


"We'll miss you..."


"I love you and I will miss you too everyone."


After our session there, I tried finding Matt, and turns out that he is just in his rooms, lying on his bed, staring at the ceiling.

Okay, here I go.


I walked over him, sitting down on his bed. "Matt ?" I called as I tapped his shoulder.


He looked over me and he sat up, "What are you doing here ?" He asked me with no emotion showed.


"I just wanted to say a proper goodbye...you stormed off earlier..."


"Why would you even want a proper goodbye ? Is the goodbye that we gave each other last month not enough ?" He snapped and I was taken back by his statement.


"Whatever Matt," I stood up and left his room. Yeah, just like that. I got no time to deal with him.


~~skip to October 10~~


"You're sure that you'll be alright ?" Cris asked me as he kissed my forehead. I smiled and gave him a nod.

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