Candor or Dauntless?

Fabulous Girl

Uriah's POV

The party is on! As I walk around in Zeke's apartment it feels like the whole Dauntless faction is here. Where ever I look I can see people dancing, laughing, kissing. I wonder how it would feel like..to be one of them. To be free from troubles. And free to love.
I think back on last night. Marlene, the girl I have loved since daycare, the girl I had been dating for two years, decided to broke up with me. I cried rest of the night at Zeke's. Thank god I managed to gather myself before the final test.
But actually I wasn't only hurted because Marlene left me. It's the fact that she left me for another girl that makes me feel like this. Stupid. Worthless. An idiot. I'm guy that was such a terrible kisser that his girlfriend left him and started make out with a girl instead. Gosh how embarrasing.
I look at the darkest corner in this room. I can see Marlene kissing with Lynn. I have to admit that I'm jealous. It chould be me and Mar. The worst thing is that I don't even know what I did wrong. What was it in me that maked her stop loving me?

My thoughts are getting interrupted because of a knock at the door. Who might it be? I mean, the party started 40 minutes ago, so everyone should already be here.
I walk to the door and open it. Suddenly I see the most beautiful girl I've ever seen. She has a perfect body, sexy outfit and long blond curly hair. But it's her eyes that arouse my interest. They are sparkling like blue stars. I stare into them and I feel like there's nothing else left in my world than those eyes.
"Hi Uriah!" I hear a voice next to her. I look up and see Christina smiling meaningly. I realize that the beautiful girl must be Tris. I've never seen her looking like that before. She's like a star.
"Uhm, hi Chris. Why don't you get inside and catch yourself a drink. I think Will waits for you at the bar." With a small laugh she enters the apartment, leaving me and Tris alone.
I start getting nervous. Oh, calm down Uriah! She's just Tris. She's your best female friend. Act normal! "Hi Tris. You look fabulous." Really? Did I just said that?
I can feel my face turning red while Tris smiles to me and says "Uri, can I come in?" I nod and she hugs me. As she presses her thin body against mine I feel like a wave of electricity is flowing in my vains. It's like she's burning me with her touch - in a good way of course.
When she lets go of me I feel a terrible longing. It's like I'm not whole without her.

When I end my thoughts and look back at the spot Tris was on I realize that she has already entered Zeke's apartment. Guess I was thinking quit long then.
And it doesn't helped to think. I still have no idea why I felt like that when she hugged me. I mean that we have been hugging like hundreds of times, and I haven't feel anything for her. So why now?
Anyway, the fact is that I can't start dating Tris if I want to have any chance at all to get Marlene back. I can't just abandon my feelings against Mar. We were together for a so long time. Our common history is worth to fight for. Even if Marlene is with Lynn now, it doesn't mean that she woun't come back to me one day.
I also know that many guys like Tris. Four,obviously, is loving her more than everything in the world. You can see it by looking into his eyes. Every time he sees her it's like his eyes sparkle. Just like Tris's eyes.
And Eric. The rude instructor. Is interested in Tris. You can tell it in the way he acts. He's a bit softer when Tris is near. And he acts more than little weird against Four. Guess he's jealous or something.
Peter likes Tris too now, even if he once hated her so mutch that he nearly killed her. But Tris forgave him, and I guess that changed Peter. He's a good man now. But I still hate him for what he did to Tris.
And, of course, Zeke likes her too. Even if he has the most wonderful relationship with Shauna. If I was in his place, I would never do anything to risk it. But Zeke is Zeke. And he's good at hiding his feelings. I don't think anyone has noticed except from me. I'm his brother and I know him better than anyone.
As you see, everyone is liking her. At least all of the guys, except for Will. He's blindly in love with Christina. They have been dating for a week or something. I bet that Will wouldn't even pay attention if Tris came to the party naked so long as Chris is in his arms.
Tris naked. Why did I even thinked that thought? Uriah, you really need to gather youself. There's a party going on inside the apartment and you just stand here like a total idiot!

I walk back to the party, just in time to hear Zeke scream "Candor or Dauntless!!! Everyone I don't know or I don't like get the hell out!! Only friends of mine stay!"
Candor or Dauntless. I nearly forgot that we're going to play it tonight. I wonder if Tris are going to stay. Mean that if she stays I get a chance to ask her about her crush. I hope it's me.
But what if it's not me?

//Author's note//
Thank you so mutch for reading this! It means a lot for me to see that nearly 40 people have read my story. It's amazing and I hope you guys like this! ♡

So I also made a little change in the Prologue so that Peter and Eric could join the game. It will make everything more..fun.

Next chapter is published on monday and this time the real fun will begin :)

☆I believe in ordinary acts of bravery, in courage that makes one people to stand up for another☆

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