While happiness remains
Unobtainable
My relationship will stay
UnsustainableOh dear heart I beg you
Be still
This void external love cannot
Ever fillEndorphins will come
Excitement will pass
All of these things
Will never really lastI need to dig deeper
I need to learn more
Only will these
Open that tightly sealed doorFrom within a war rages
From within healing will come
Only then can I be happy
With myself I will become oneH.P.J.C.