Every thought twice
Every thought twice
A broken record
Itching my head
Stuck in a mind
Hellbent on me dead
He wants me gone
She would rather I disappear
I want to vanish
Right out of thin air
No more feeling
No more fearing
No more crying
No more trying
I'm over it all
I'm over it and done
To breathe is to suffocate
To blink is to drag
To think is to drown
To speak is to scream
But all in silence
All for nothing
All in vain
Why am I playing
Playing this sick game
Nothing and more nothing
Rotting out my brain
I'm losing the battle
I'm losing the war
This mess that is my consciousness
Has taken me too far
H.P.J.C.
