Pahinga
"why are you with your ex?" Kasalukuyan kaming sa tapat ng bahay apartment namin, hindi nakapatay ang makina ng kotse nya. Magkaharap kami sa isa't isa ngunit hindi ko sya matignan ng diretsyo sa mga mata nya, this is the first time he got mad at me, I'm scared... Not to him but to what will be the outcome of our talk
"he said sorry and he "naputol ang sasabihin ko dahil bigla nyang hinampas ng malakas ang manibela that made me flinch and made me look at his dark fuming mad eyes
"AND WHAT? A CHANCE! NA MAGKABALIKAN KAYO!"bigla syang sumigaw na aking kinagulat.
He never raises his voice to me... Why are so made nathan?did i do something severe that will make you this mad
"no, walang magbabalikan love. aalis na sya ng bansa kaya gusto nya kong makausap" i explained and trying to hold his hand but he keep on shrugging my hand off him and he even gave me a glare
" hah!"
"so kung hindi sya aalis babalik ka sakanya? putang ina ano ako panakip butas mo ganon?!"his eyes are filled with anger and tears are forming up in my eyes, i can feel anytime now i will cry infront of him.
"no baby! bakit kaba nagkakaganto! ang tagal na natin nag dududa ka parin ba sakin? nag-usap kami para magkaroon ng closure! oo mali ako na hindi ako nagpaalam pero why are you acting like this!" Pasigaw kong sabi, dala ng bigat ng angking didbdib at frustration sa nangyayari samin ngayon
But he chose to ignore me ...
He ignore me.
He just stared at the light post near his car with his hands gripping the stirring wheel tightly
I lost my it, i was lost in my emotions
He looks at me and
"Because your holding his hands! like you don't want him to go, you look at him like your in love with him. MINAHAL MO BA TALAGA AKO! o nasakin kalang dahil binibigyan kita ng attention? because i saw it with my own eyes!"
I shook my head at him in disbelief "that's how you think i am? na papasok ako sa isang relasyon kahit hindi ako nakamove on sa ex ko? nakakagago ka mahal alam mo yun? hindi ko na sya mahal tangina hindi ko na sya mahal bago pa kita makilala tapos ganon pala tingin mo sakin! kung ganyan rin lang pala tingin mo sakin let's rest for a while" i coldly said while staring at his eyes
Hindi ko kilala ang nathan na kasama ko ngayon,
Why are you like this mahal.
Why are you hurting me
Why are you hurting us
You can't even listen to me, you don't believe me
" hindi ko alam kung anong klaseng assurance pa kaylangan mo na ikaw lang mahal ko pero ang sakit ng pinagsasabi mo sakin. pinagdududahan mo pagmamahal ko sayo. Pahinga muna tayo"
"Magusap nalang ulit tayo kapag handa kana makinig, handa mo ng pakingan ko. Kasi kung tatanungin mo ko ngayon ayoko na makita muna" i added with tears running down my cheeks hindi ko na kayang pigilan ang sakit na
i opened the car door and got out without looking back at him, i didn't listening to him when he'scalling my name to go back at him
days and months pass by I'm still ignoring him and fate is in my side they are going to singapore tommorow and i have to go back home to the province to celebrate with my father's family the holidays. i think we need to breathe from our relationship that i thought is perfect for our situation right now
december 24
2 hours awa from Christmas day. i decided to open my Facebook para aliwin ang sarili ko dahil busy ang lahat sa paghahanda at pagluluto at ayaw nila akong patulungin, kasalukuyang nagaayos naman ang mga pinsan ko dahil may magaganap na photoshoot mamaya bago kami kumain and the first thing i saw is his post with his family and a unfamiliar girl was tag with a caption "a lovely blessing sent by God" with a heart emoji.
"iha tara na nakahanda na ang sasakyan" mama said
"ahh mama kay kuya ken nalang po ako sasabay" then smiled at her.
we are now going to manila to visit our grandparents dahil hindi sila nakadalo sa Christmas party napagpasyahan nila tita na kila lola nalang kami sumalubong ng New Year para completo kaming lahat. i sat at the passenger seat and my other cousins are seating at the back and kuya is the one driving. Napaka ingay ng lahat pero nanatili akong tahimik at pinagmamasdan ang dinaraan namin mula sa bintana ko hindi naman ako na out of place dahil pilit nila akong sinasali sa usapan nila at inaalok ng mga pagkain
after 6 hours of driving malapit na kami kila lolo pagkaliko namin biglang may truck na sumalubong samin mula sa side ko
" Kuya!" I shouted but it was to late the front of the truck already hit the door that's on my side and I don't have anything to protect me and our baby.
the last thing i saw with my blurry sight is my cousins at the back with pillows in their head and kuya that has a small blood in his head because of the glass shattered but there's a airbag in front of him and my phone that's on my lap with my boyfriend's name in it.
Love♡
Calling.....
BINABASA MO ANG
Compilation of Stories
Cerita Pendekall the stories that will be put in here are from my previous account that's deleted now and some of my stories from (xyl_mika) the account that I'm using right now.... most of the are fictional, imagination and some are based on reality... i will...
