𝘊𝘢𝘮𝘪𝘭𝘰 𝘔𝘢𝘥𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘢𝘭 𝘹 𝘠/𝘕 --- [𝑺𝒂𝒇𝒆 𝑷𝒍𝒂𝒄𝒆]

Alone again

⚠️child abuse, blood and yelling⚠️

Camilo looks concerned at you. To not make him worried you say: "oh yeah I should get going" you put on a fake smile.

You help with washing the dishes and let Camilo bring you to the entrance to see you off. He looks a little sad saying his goodbyes "Is everything okay Y/N?" No is what you think. You don't have a house or a bed or good food or like the Madrigals. If you could shapeshift like Camilo maybe you could just go back home. Maybe they would welcome you. You bite down your shaking lips and your eyes become teary.

"Y/N!" Camilo hugs you "don't cry we can meet again tomorrow"

Yes, you could. If they don't find you. If you don't freeze to death. If no animal comes to eat you in the middle of the night. You swallow down a lump in your throat. "Bye Camilo it was fun today" your voice cracks as you say that but you try to smile. Smile for him.

Instead of going through the village, you disappear into the forest surrounding it.

You wouldn't mind the chilly wind that blows in the evening or the scary noises that come from the bushes if only you had a family like the Madrigals. You would cuddle all night to keep warm and split up to search for edible plants, you would tell stories to fall asleep to and you know maybe have fun and joke around.

You start sobbing again. You miss your family. You're exhausted and you just want to go back home. Fuck why do you love your family so much even after what they had done to you!

You climb up a tree and find a rather safe position to rest. You're angry and jealous and sad and every other emotion on the spectrum. Crying yourself to sleep like always.

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You look back at your house. sweat drools down your forehead and your huffing. Its maybe four am? The door of your house flung open and your uncle storms out after you. "Y/N COME BACK YOU FUCKING DISGRACE!" You stumble backward, turn around and run. Your mind screams RUN at you. RUN RUN RUN AWAY! Your body feels warm like you're burning. Your vision gets teary and swirly. It all goes blank and you feel your feet collapse under you.

"FUCKING GET THAT BITCH! I'LL SHOW THEM HOW TO BE OBEDIENT! WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE! DAMN USELESS THING! Someone drags you on the ground back to the house. You shortly regain consciousness from your parents hitting you just to pass out again as someone bodyslams you into the side of a table.

You wake up to a comforting feeling of warm blood staining through your clothes. You're alive! Your head is ringing and half-opened wounds are stinging you. It's completely dark and you are cramped inside a little space. It's just you and the smell of blood. Muffled voices come from outside.

It will go like always. After a day or two, they will get you out of there, threaten you not to tell anyone about this 'accident', and continue to act as nothing had happened.

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