Diary of a bilingual attemp

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(sorry if i had bad orthography)

Well, this is my diary and i doing this because i feel bad. I feel scared of my future, and english is very important in my future.

And why? Well, is cause' i really like to do what i want, you know... Everybody likes to doing what they want. And, yes i know how really young i am but i also know if i not do this, i will never learn. And the thing that i really want to do is: Psychology.
In my country (specifically my state) is soo hard to live of psychology, and is really really my dream, so if i learn English in the future can i got an opportunity to go to Canada or USA or England or idk, meanwhile is away from mine country is okay.

Also, i want a scholarship and for that i need a good level of English... Which I don't have. And i really need that scholarship
to be able to go to another country if i want. My dream is that i got a 100% scholarship to another country in a good university.

And yeah, i know im so repetitive. So another thing because i want to learn is for entertainment!

I really love to learn and watching movies and series, and if i learn this new language i know im gonna watch more things than now.

Well, in recap: im doing this just for improve my english and idk... When i have a better level of english look this and laugh about what i wrote?

Uh, well; this more difficult than i thought. So, im leaving for now.

Goodnight... Or afternoon, or day? Whatever the time you watching this... Or reading.

Uhg, i think this gonna to be so hard.