*Huh, you see it's not that hard to come on time?* , *as you say* , *what did you suffer, hahaha, you look awful* , *I didn't sleep because of you* , *my? , what have I done? By the way, what else did you do last night?* he said with a wicked smile , *Aishhh ,nothing, we just talked and then I took him home , he was too drunk* his smile died *what is ? you wanted something else to happen?* , *Maybe!* , *hahha , never* , *why , because of your ex?* , *Maybe*, *Yahh , don't think at him , if he was like that this don't mean that Park will be like that* , *I don't know , I haven't seen him in 2 years , I think Park don't know about me and Jungkook* , *You will tell him?* , *what , no , its not him busines* , *yah but Park its not like Jungkook , I like Park and you need somone* , *I have you* , *you know what I meen* , *I don't know*.
After a few warm-ups and a few rehearsals we sat down , *Felix! , Feliiixxx!* , *what it is Anne?* , *I forgot to tell you that he kiss me last night* , *what ? Why you didn't tell my ?* , *I thought it didn't matter* , *difn't metter ? , you are crazy? He kiss you!* , *Yahh shhh , i don't want others to hear* , *oh sorry , but he kissed you , omo , you see , he like you , give him one chance* , *I don't know* , *omggg girl , please promise to my that you will give him a chance , you can't be alone forever* , *I will think about that* , *promise me* , *I promise*.
Felix and I stayed at our cafe with Jisoo, Chan and Yeji like every Friday , *Yah , in this night , come to my house* Felix said , *We can't* evryoane said but I don't have nathing to do thonight , *I can* , *ok , will be a party in twoo* , *I'm going to the bathroom, Anne, come with me* , *why?* , *I think my bra came loose* , *ohhhh ok*.
As I entered the bathroom Jisoo hit me against a wall , *Ahh , wtf Jisoo?* , *Oh sorry , yahh this its your chance to confess to him* , *What you mean?* , *God girl , evryoane know that you like Felix* , *What !? , evryoane!? , how ?, that its not t-true!* , *don't lie , but its your chance , tell him* , *but...* , *shh , just tell him*.
I came to his house late at night , *what are we doing now?* , *are we playing something? what do you say?* , *yes why not, stay where I sleep?* , *well you sleep with me in bed, if you want, if no , I can sleep on the couch* , *what not its your house, let me sleep on the couch*, *I can't let you sleep on the couch*, *ok I sleep with you*.
He was sitting on the phone while I stared at the ceiling and struggled to tell him , *Felix...* but he fell asleep, he's so cute when he's asleep , he has something that makes me happy every day, he was by my side all the time, i couldn't lose him, in time i fell asleep too.
I woke up first in the morning, he was still sleeping, it was around 5 AM , I washed my face and got ready to go home, I went to bed next to him and I looked at him, I was wondering if I should wake him up but he slept so well , I was approaching his face because I could feel his breath, it didn't smell bad, it smelled nice , I wanted to kiss him *Oh Anne, you're so stupid, come back, don't do this* I turned my head and headed for the door, then headed home.
*What , woahh , she whant to kiss me?*
I stopped to look at the morning view . Now it was around 8 o'clock and I decided to stop at a store to get something to eat but there I met Jimin , *Hey ,Park , what you doing?* , *Oh you can tell me Jimin , I come to buy someting to eat , but you?* , *me too* , *I haven't see you from Thurstday* , *Oh , I have some work with my friends* , *I tought you were med at me* *What , why* , *ohh , nothing* , *yahh , tell me* , *because I kiss you* , *Oh that , its ok , you was drunk and me too , we can forgot* , *oh but I don't want to forgot and it wasan't because of the alcohol* , *huh?* , *I really want to kiss you , come to my room to talk*.
I went with him to his room, *so what did you want to talk about?* , *about us* , *us?* , *yeah , in that night I really whant to kiss you , you are beautiful and smart and funny* , *oh Par... ah Jimin , you are a great men but I don't wan't a relathionship , its not you , its about my ex* , he started laughing, I didn't know why he reacted like that *oh, you thought I wanted to be in a relationship with you, no, I wanted to tell you to be friends* , I felt so embarrassed *I don't want a relationship either, it's all about my ex too* , *Oh, if I want to be friends, yes I want to* , *Okay, and I'd like to be with Felix if possible* , *yeah , he said that he like you , you are a nice guy* , *How about you both come to me tonight, a friend of mine will come, whom I haven't seen in a few years, at 6 PM?* , *I will ask him* , *Good , then see you* , *Bye , see you to*
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