It's hard...it's hard TO BE IDOL

8. You love me?

I called Felix and you finally answered, *Yah why don't you answer?*, *I was taking a shower, ma'am*, *oh sorry*, *it's nothing, so what's so urgent?*, *I wanted to I wonder if you don't want to go on a date?*, *a date, with whom?*, *Jimin invited us both to a date, said a friend of his was coming* , *Jimin?* , *Oh Park* , *oh I'll be there at what time?* , *6 PM , byee*.

There were 5 minutes left, I was dressed like that...

...and I was waiting for Felix , we'll be late, aishh.

After 15 minutes he also appeared, *where have you been? I've been waiting for you!* , *
Sorry, I didn't know what to wear, by the way, you look good* , *thanks , come , I think Jimin is waiting for us*.

I knocked on the door and went inside, I jumped into Jimin's arms and then my eyes jumped to the figure sitting on the bed.
*You..., what are you doing here?* , *Oh Anne he is my friend Jungkook , Jungkook she is my neighbord and friend Anne* , he came to shake my hand *don't touch me, do you have the courage to touch me?*, *you still haven't passed* , *I left!* .

I left the room, and I left the apartment crying , Jimin ran after me , *What you whant Jimin?* , *What its happend?* , *Oh you don't know , he is my ex* , *Omg i didn't know , I m soo sorry , if I know I didn't tell to him to come here , why you didn't tell me?* , *I think it didn't metter* , *of corse its metter , everything what its about you its metter , I m sorry , don't cry please* .

He hugged me tightly to his chest and I cried harder , I was lucky I wasn't wearing makeup , after I calmed down he walked away and looked at me *how about we go to that amusement park?* , I nodded , *Ok let's go*.

There we ate cotton candy, we got on the carousel, we rolled on the roller couster, It was a man who paints and he painted both of us a heart on hands , I played a few games, many of them he didn't win but I did, it's much easier to play in real life, to be honest he's a bigger opponent than Felix , Felix? *wait Felix, I called him and after I abandoned him, he's probably upset* , *Don't worry, he and Jungkook probably went home* , *your right , Maybe we should go home too, it's a little late* , *let's go, I bought the drink* , *ok*.

meanwhile in Jimin's room...

*aren't you going to say anything?* , *what can I say ? , I am leaving* , *wait no* , Jungkook grabbed my wrist and turned to face him, then kissed me *Dude, are you crazy?, if they will see us?* , *She won't see us, Jimin wrote me that they went to that amusement park* , *but anyway, that's wrong, Anne will kill me, I don't want to hurt her* , *that's because of her, can't you be with me because of her?* , *yes , you did something terrible to her* , *I said I'm sorry but she didn't listen to me, but do you like me , right? , he doesn't need to know about us* , *I'm not like you, I can't hide this from her, she's my best friend* , *if she really is your best friend, it means she will be happy for you* , * its not like that and you know* , we looked into each other's eyes and we started kissing, at this moment I don't care about anyone anymore, I don't care who see us.

Jimin & Anne

I came to the apartment, Jimin opened the door of his room but then closed it *What its happend?* , *I remembered I didn't buy the drink* , *Oh , then come to my room , I have something to drink* , *Ok*.

*Anne?* , *Huh?* , *I have something to tell you* , *what?*

Text: Jungkook

J: Please don't tell her
let us explain
Seen

*you are beautiful andd.. nothing* , *tell me* , *and I think i fall for you* , *huh?* , *yeah , don't answer me now, think about it* , *uh ok , you're not mad at me?* , *No , why?* , *Well, you said your feelings for me, but I don't know the answer* , *it's nothing, I took you by surprise, I'll wait for you*.

Flashback...

I was looking out the window and I was thinking how I could sleep so much, without any baggage I get out of bed, I hear my stomach begging for food but I have no desire for anything.
I went downstairs just to have a glass of water, I thought what could I do and I said I would go to Felix's house today to say goodbye to her and apologize for everything. I know he won't forgive me, but it's worth a try.

It was 12 o'clock, I went to Felix's house and knocked on the door, Felix opened the door for me , *what do you want?* , *I came to talk to Anne* , *she's not at my house, she told you she was moving* , *stop lying, I know you're together* , *we are not, if you don't believe me you can leave* , and he wanted to close the door, but Jungkook stepped in *Wait, I'm sorry, I just want to talk* , *come inside , sit down , what do you want to talk about?* , *do you know where she is now?* , *yes but i won't tell you , you made her suffer enough* , *I m sorry* ,
Don't tell me that, tell her* , *I know I wanted to do that , but I don't seem to have the time* , *what do you mean you don't have time* , *I'm going to Los Angeles tomorrow and I don't know when I'll be back but I know I'll be there for a long time* , *oh*

We looked at each other without knowing what to say, I could see his face, it's perfect, if I were in Anne's normal I would like this boy. *And ... did Anne say anything about me? did she curse me?* , *in fact no, she feels very hurt but she loves you, no matter how much you hurt her she will still love you, if you don't do it please don't come near her* , *hasn't she said anything about me to you?* I look into Felix's eyes, I can see his beauty. *Yes, I just didn't notice, I know he said something about some friends but I didn't know he has a best friend boy now I'm sorry, you're beautiful and I'd be glad to meet you sooner* , *I'm beautiful?* , *You are* ,*Oh, thx , and you're*.

And I don't know how but I ended up sitting on the couch next to him, he looked surprised at my movement, he tried to fight back by leaning back but I pulled his hand and his lips collided with mine , HOLY SHIT. My big surprise is that he ... he kissed me back.