Anne pov
Jimin and I drank at home until we got dusty, I drank because I couldn't but I could see on his face that something had happened, he didn't tell me and I don't want to force him to tell me if he doesn't want to, he'll probably tell me when he's ready.
After a few hours, probably around 4 in the morning we decided to sleep in my room, I threw my clothes in the bedroom now finding only underwear, I was drunk I didn't know what I do, the thing was that Jimin was in bed looking at me, his eyes widen when he sees me only in underwear.
He closed his eyes, *ah, so I'm so ugly?* , *no, on the contrary, you are very beautiful*, *then why are you hiding your eyes?* , *because you're too beautiful and I'm afraid I won't control myself, come on Anne don't do this, if we do maybe we'll ruin everything* , *I don't care, open your eyes now, it's an order* , *Anne...*, *I command you*.
He opened his eyes, now looking down at my feet and climbing up to my chest. *Do you like what you see?* , *you are too sexy*, *I m hot right now, I think I need you* ,I lie on the bed and crawl on all fours to him *Oh tell me what you want* ,*I want you* ,*be more explicit* , *I want you to fuck me Jimin*.
Holy shit, he swore and kissed me hard, his hands walking on my bare waist, my skin trembling at his touch. I take off his clothes.
He is now only in boxers and I only in underwear, the truth is that I haven't had sex in 2 years and I think I will explode if I don't do it now, I'm so excited that I don't think a single sex game worries me.
He puts his hand under my underwear and rubs my clit , *Ahhh, fuck Jimin* , *What is Baby? , what happened? , do you want something?* , he now accentuating the touches and adding two fingers to my core, *Ahhh fuck, yes I want, I want*, *tell me what you want if you tell me I'll give it to you* , *I want your dick inside me, please let me cum* , *Cum!* , *Ahhhhhhhh, hhmmmmmm, fuck me jimin* , *are you sure you want to be mine?* , *yes* , *your wish is my command*.
He pulls me closer to him and puts my feet on his shoulders, he takes off his boxers and immediately I fell something big entering me, god his dick feels so good, it's so big *ahhh faster Jimin*.
He hit me very fast and then he stopped pushing me, we had a simultaneous orgasm.
He came out of me slowly, took me in his arms and kissed me on the forehead * I love you my princess* , *I-I love you too*.
He hugged me even tighter to his chest and we both fell asleep.
I woke up because of the knock on the door, I was still in Jimin's arms, * Jimin! wake up! someone came* , * Huh? please another 5 minutes *, * no Jimin, there's someone at the door and we're naked*.
Then he shouts to hear the person on the other side of the door * let my girlfriend sleep for another 5 minutes please!* , *Oh guys, sorry*.
It was Felix, I quickly got out of bed and I think I was late for work * Omg Felix, sorry, I was late for work *, * Oh nooo, today is Saturday, we have no work *, * then why did you come? *, * I want to talk* ,
*Oh, ok just wait* I can honestly say that I took Jimin in my arms to wake him up *Jimin needs to get your clothes* , *fine!*, we both got dressed and ran quickly to the door to open the door, I was surprised to see Felix but I was surprised to see him with Jungkook
*you can come in but he can't* and I glanced at Jungkook *Anne, we came to tell you something*, Jungkook opened his mouth *Felix, maybe you two should go and talk*, *no, that involves us both**What are you talking about Felix?*, * let us in and we'll tell you*, I let myself be convinced and I let them both in, we all sit down and Felix clears his voice * Jimin, please let's us to talk*
Jimin got up but I grabbed him by the wrist pulling him down and sitting down *I want him to be with me*, *if you want him to be here, fine*.
* so .. what do you want to talk about? *, * about us, Anne I don't know how to tell you but first of all I want you to know that you are my friend and that I care about you *, * wow Felix, don't hurry me keep it in suspense, it looks like a goodbye, you say you did something wrong * I'm kidding.
* Anne ... I ... I am ... me and Jungkook *, * you and Jungkook what?* *we.. date*
*huh? what you mean by 'we date'*,
* yes, we date, we are in a relationship, we like each other *, it took me a while to realize what he was saying *w-what?* with a stammering voice I say and with tears in my eyes that threatened to fall.I looked into Felix's eyes and saw that he was serious, tears were running down to his cheeks, I was squeezing the sleeve of Jimin's blouse as if it were the end of the world.
Jungkook made a move with his hand on Felix's hand now squeezing hard * Anne .. I ... *, * shut up Felix, please leave, all leave *, * what Anne, please we ... * I cut , * Felix leaves*.
Now he started crying out loud * P-please Anne, I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you *, he didn't want to but .. he did it, * sure, you all say 'I didn't mean' you didn't want to do but you did it, go away and leave me, fuck*.
Jungkook immediately got angry and shouted at me * I won't let you talk to him like that, you don't see that he is suffering*, *shut up Jungkook, I don't even know why I let you in here, I don't know, don't you dare step on my house again, I invite you to go out*
* J Jungkook, let's go *, Felix pulled Jungkook and they both went outside, closing the door.
* Baby, I'm so sorry this happened, if I hadn't called Jungkook all this wouldn't have happened *, * it's not your fault Jimin, just let me think for a while, I want to be single*
* are you sure ?, you shouldn't be alone during this period *, * don't worry, I'll be fine, just I don't want we meet for a while*.
He nodded, I know he wants to say no but he knows how hard it is for me and that I need a break from all this, he trusts fate but especially he trust me, he knows that, if we are destined to be together we will meet again to spend the rest of our lives happy.
* just a question... do you love him? *, who should I love? who was he referring to? q* Felix ... do you love him? * , Felix? in fact, he's right, it's not Jungkook that affects me, but ... Felix, I was in love with him.
* I ... I don't know * he smiled at me and gave me one last kiss on the lips which means 'bye' and one on the forehead which means 'take care of yourself' even if he didn't say those words, I understood what wants to transmit.
He walked to the door, opened the door and his body was only halfway inside, stopped and looked up at me * I love you princess *.
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