Faith vs Fear

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I feel different,
I don't know if it's stuck,
Or drowning,
Or maybe I'm just on the horizon of breakthrough.

But the problem is, I can't tell,
I could be winning or losing
Or maybe it's not about that.
Maybe it's about trusting,

Trusting God has my back.
Even though right now I could cry.
I know this is not about feeling but God I feel nothing.
I know you're there but I can't see it...
I'm scared.

Maybe this is faith?
But I feel like I'm getting farther from you,
Or is that the point?
I don't know anymore, but you say lean not on your own understanding.
I know you've never led me wrong, but I need your strength because this is so frustrating.

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