Broken (Boyxboy)

Chapter 14

Harry sighed quietly as he wrote in his journal on the hill out in a field somewhere.

"I honestly don't know what to do anymore. I've already lost my dad now I'm losing my mum? Yeah she's still going to be alive but she won't be here. With me. I know that sounds selfish and I hate to sound selfish but I don't want her to leave. I don't want to have to go live with Louis. I like Louis a lot and my feelings for him are a little mixed up right now because I feel like I'm too young for love but that's what I'm feeling. I don't want to get hurt...that's all. Back to the point. I want to live with my mum because she knows that I'm sensitive and I hurt a lot. She knows what goes on in my head. When I tried to commit she was there for me. I can't stand the fact of her actually leaving....it hurts me a lot. I love her so much and she's moving halfway across the world. Well maybe not that far but she's going to be closer to America than I am. Here comes Louis. I have to go - H"

Harry finished and put his book down now standing up and smiling at Louis "How'd you know I'd be here?" He asked quietly as he looked at his slightly taller boyfriend. "You always come here love. Or you told me you did" Louis chuckled and pulled Harry into a hug. Harry hugged him back happily and then he pulled away and laid down moving his book away. Louis smiled at him and laid down beside him pulling Harry into his arms "Hey beautiful" Louis whispered softly. Harry smiled brightly and looked at him "Hey Lou" he whispered wrapping his arms around louis' torso. Louis smiled down at him again and closed his eyes.

It was getting late and the stars started to show. Harry looked up at the sky and smiled "Lou look at the stars" he whispered as he pointed up. Louis' eyes opened a little and he smiled seeing them "They're beautiful Haz" He murmured into his soft curly locks. Harry smiled to himself as he looked up and imagined a future with Louis. He knew he was way to young to even think about marriage or having kids of anything like that but he was right now. He loved every minute of it too.

Harry soon fell asleep and Louis smiled at Harry picking him up a Louis tend his book and taking them back to his car. He gently set Harry down a Louis tend closed the door as he started to get in himself he got some flowers from the field and turned them into a flower crown. Louis smiled and took it with him then he got in and no drove to his house after calling Harrys mum. He carried Harry to his room and set him down on his bed before putting him in some sweat pants and a tee shirt. Louis took the book and opened It to the marked page then he began reading. "He loves me?" Louis whispered quietly. Louis smiled and put the book down before getting Into the bed and pulling Harry close "I love you too" he whispered softly.

I'm back :)