Kira's pov; I woke up by the sun peaking through the curtains. Fuck? Did i slept in? Ugh. I looked next to me, there was Billie. She was already awake. „Morning beautiful" she said and put her phone down. „Morning" i mumbled.
„How do you feel about meeting the family today?" she asked me. I shrugged my shoulders. „Alright let's get up and get ready. But before we go to my parents house we need to go to the mall, i didn't forget it!" she smiled and left.
I rolled my eyes playfully and smiled. I headed to the bathroom, brushing my teeth. When I finished I changed into some clothes that Billie gave me and went downstairs
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^the outfit
When I walked down the stairs i could smell breakfast which made my stomach hurt. I can't eat. I went downstairs anyway and Shark greeted me which made Billie look up and notice me.
I took a seat on the table and waited for Billie to come. Soon she came back with pancakes and maple syrup and sat on the opposite of me. I looked at the food in disgust, not because it looked like that, but i just didn't wanted to eat that.
„It's okay, let's start with half of a pancake alright?" she told me. I nodded slowly and took half of a pancake and started eating
It's been some minutes and I ate 2 whole pancakes which was the most that I've eaten in the last couple of weeks. I was kinda proud of myself. Billie came up to me and gave me a sweet little kiss on my cheeks.
„I'm so so proud of you kira. See, you did it. Step by step alright? Now let's go to the mall" she said. But I felt like throwing up my food again.. „kira? I know it's hard but try and keep it down, okay? You're doing completely fine" she assured me and hugged me
„Let's go to the mall to distract you". That's what we did. We drove there and while then, we listened to the music her and her brother made. We finally arrived and got inside.
„So? Where do you want to go first?" i shrugged my shoulders. I didn't wanted her to spend any money on me, I'm just grateful if i have a roof above my head.
„Ok then I decid what we will buy you" she smiled and the first place she went to was the fucking apple store. Mhm. She bought me an iphone 11, in black. After that we went into some clothing stores and guess what!
Also in victoria's secret... yeah, she made me get of course the hottest underwear and bras but also obviously normal basic ones. Welp-
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After a long day of shopping, we went to a house, it looked very cute but it was small. When we rung the bell, an older woman opened the door, following with an older man behind her.
„Hi sweety, I'm Maggie, Billie's mom. And this is my husband, patrick. Nice to meet you"
„Hi I'm kira" i said shyly.
They let us in and i saw other strangers sitting around the table which made me anxious. My hands were sweating and i was scared. What if they'll find me weird or they don't like me?
„Hi love, I'm Claudia, you're aunt, and that's my husband Finneas. He's Billie's Brother so he's your uncle." she smiled
„Oh and this is my daughter Maya, your cousin"
I told them hi and we all sat down. I sat down next to Billie because well, she's the only one i really know. Maggie came with food oh no. She put a lot on my plate, which made my stomach twist.
After we ate, where i by the way ate a whole meal, we headed back home because it was already late. I told Billie good night and went into my room.
As soon as i laid down, thoughts began to come to my head. I need to hurt myself, at least make myself throw up. Right now. I gave my thoughts in and walked to the bathroom attached to my room.
I locked the door just in case and kneeled in front of the toilet. I shoved two fingers down my throat making me gag. Soon i threw up everything i ate today. It felt good but my throat began to burn.
I finished, flushed, washed my hands and brushed my teeth. I changed into more comfortable clothes and laid on my bed letting the sleep take over me...
