The boy I met 6 months ago and became my friend ever since.
We always go to the abandoned storage room after classes and he would watch me dance the whole time. I didn't expect for him to come when I invited him over that day, but he did anyway.
I felt happy when he did, and later on going that would be a part of our daily routine whenever he didn't have training.
The abandoned storage room was our special place, our sanctuary... And I'm happy that it's only for us.
His company is comforting and I feel that he genuinely enjoys spending time with me even when he's doing nothing, until recently when he asked me to teach him how to dance.
Honestly, I don't know what's in his mind. I can't read him like an open book at all.
I thought I only saw him as a friend. Until recently, I realized that I've been acting different. I couldn't think straight, I would get all flustered and speechless when it's about him.
My world would suddenly stop to think of the many possibilities... Possibilities of us.
Whenever he's around, I feel butterflies in my stomach that wouldn't die down, I can feel my heartbeat getting fast whenever he's close to me.
His tone is so gentle when he talks to me, his hugs and touches are so warm that I feel safe and secure, and I'd always notice the very little things about him, like the small stray of hair on his face, the smile he makes after a long tiring day.
And at the end of the day, my mind wanders off to him and him alone without me even realizing it.
Why? Why do I feel this way towards him? Towards a friend?
I can't think straight, I can't keep my composure around him, I suddenly blush when our skins touch, I suddenly feel happy when I'm with him, I feel special when he's around.
I admit... I'm moonstruck to you, Suna.
Sometimes I wonder, does he feel the same for me too?
The way he cares for me, the little gestures that he do, and the sweet compliments that he say. Is that his way of telling me that he likes me too? Or he's just doing all of that as a friend?
I don't know anymore, but one thing is for sure:
𝙎𝙪𝙣𝙖, 𝙄 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙠 𝙄'𝙢 𝙛𝙖𝙡𝙡𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙛𝙤𝙧 𝙮𝙤𝙪...
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