NICE TO MEET YA

Invisible [Y/n]

The next day in school, everybody is gathered around Niall, to congratulate him on his birthday. As always nobody sees me. Everyone pushes me away, just to get to Niall. I can't deal with this anymore so I run to the toilets. Saoirse and Roisin notice that and run after me. Nobody else notices though. The two of them hear me crying and ask what's going on. "What happened?" "Why are you in here crying?" "I...I can...n't anymore!", I try to say but can't say it without stopping to cry. "Why?" "What?" "N...Niall!" "What's up with him?" "Popular!", I say and hope they understand, because I can't form proper sentences. "Yes, Niall is popular, what's the problem?" "Yeah, he loves you, what's wrong?" "I'm invisible!" "You're not invisible Y/n!" "I am!" They're trying to chear me up, but I can't stop crying. All of a sudden I hear music. Why is music playing? Wait! Is that... before I can even finish thinking Saoirse and Roisin start singing.

Chiquitita, tell me what's wrong
You're enchained by your own sorrow
In your eyes there is no hope for tomorrow
How I hate to see you like this
There is no way you can deny it
I can see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, tell me the truth
I'm a shoulder you can cry on
Your best friend, I'm the one you must rely on
You were always sure of yourself
Now I see you've broken a feather
I hope we can patch it up together

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

So the walls came tumbling down
And your love's a blown out candle
All is gone and it seems too hard to handle
Chiquitita, tell me the truth
There is no way you can deny it
I see that you're oh so sad, so quiet

Chiquitita, you and I know
How the heartaches come and they go and the scars they're leaving
You'll be dancing once again and the pain will end
You will have no time for grieving
Chiquitita, you and I cry
But the sun is still in the sky and shining above you
Let me hear you sing once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita
Try once more like you did before
Sing a new song, Chiquitita

(Chiquitita - ABBA)

They know how much I love ABBA and Mamma Mia, so they tried to chear me up by singing Chiquitita. During the song I start laughing a little and dry my tears. It worked. A little at least. They cheared me up. I open the stall and go out to hug them both as tight as I can. "Thanks, luvs! You're the best for distracting me with ABBA!" "Your pleasure!" "I'm just happy nobody came in during this, after all we're in the school toilets!" All of us start laughing. "Is everything ok between Niall and you?" "Yes, i don't know!" "Why not? He loves you and you love him!" "I'm not sure about that..." "What do you mean you're not sure?" "It feels like, I don't know, I'm keeping Niall from having more..." "You're not! He loves you!" "Maybe talk to him before you make presumptions!" "Ok! Thanks again, luvs!" "You're welcome, luv! Remember, we're always here for you!" "I will!"

Later that day, Niall and I met up, as always, but this time was different. I am going to talk about, what me, Saoirse and Roisin talked about earlier. I am extremely nervous, because I don't know, how Niall will react and if he feels the way I feel about him about me at the moment. "Babe, what are you so stressed out about?" "What?" "I can see you're stressed out. If you tell me I can help!" "It's hard..." "I'll help you, promise!" "Well, you're popular and I'm invisible..." "Not this again! Y/n! I don't care how popular you are or if you're invisible! I love you! Nothing can change that!" "But, I have the feeling, that you deserve more than me..." "Are you breaking up with me?" "Yes, ...No, I don't know!" "Why can't you understand, that I love you! There's a reason, I'm your boyfriend and your my girlfriend!" "I know, but..." "No, you don't! You wouldn't think about that kind of stuff, if you were happy with me!" "I am happy with you! I love you!" "Doesn't seem that way at the moment, if you're trying to break up with me!" "I'm not!" "Sure seems like you are!" "I love you Niall!" "I love you, too, Y/n, but why are you so anoyed by the fact, that I'm popular?" "I just keep getting pushed away and nobody notices me! That hurts!" "I understand! But why would that mean we have to break up?" "I think it's better that way...at least for now!" "What? You're breaking up with me? Because I'm popular?" "I don't know..." "Yes, you do!" "I can't deal with this right now! Bye, Niall!" "Bye, Y/n!"

I run out of Nialls room and then the house. Once I get to my room I lock the door and start crying. Why did I do that? I'm so stupid! I love Niall! I can't stop crying all night and dream of being in Nialls arms.

So sorry to do this! I kind of ran out of ideas and then thought of something that could happen after this situation, so I thought I'd write it. 

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