To be or not to be. (Yoonseok)

Chapter 33

Yoongi POV

We were on our way to "the regular" whatever the fuck that is. And as I was driving I felt Hoseoks eyes on me, I thought it was because I was gripping the wheel too tight but when I asked if he was ok and he responded so sharply I understood that he was nervous himself. I tried to calm him down and in doing so I calmed myself down as well.

When we reached the restaurant Hoseoks phone rang, I decided to get out of the car and get a cigarette. The reason for the sudden craving? Well, I was a 'bit' anxious to meet Hoseoks best friends and smoking helps me relive stress. I went over to Hoseoks side of the car and leaned against it, I lit my cigarette and took a long drag. After a minute Hoseok got out  of the car as well, and as he was closing the door he noticed me smoking. 'Here we go' I thought to myself
"Ugh, you're still smoking?" He closed the door and crossed his arms. I loved when he tried to seem tough
"Yeah, you haven't noticed?" I raised an eyebrow and took a drag
"No, this is the first time I've seen you smoke since you got back. Actually," Before I could take another drag he took the cigarette out of my hands,!dropped it on the ground, and put it out
"No more smoke for you," I chuckled
"Someone's gotten bossy," I smirked and pulled him towards me, he pushed away
"Yoongi, not now, my friends could see," I pouted, he pecked my cheek and smiled
"After we tell them, you can do anything you want," He started walking towards the entrance, I cached up to him
"Anything?" I teased, I could see him roll his eyes
"Stop being so horny," He said, making me chuckle. We reached the entrance and there I saw two men dressed very similarly, Hoseok ran up to them and hugged them both.

My first impressions of Namjoon and Jin were:
-Namjoon is tall and pretty buff
-Jin is very good looking and bubbly like Hoseok
-They do look like a couple (judging by the similar outfit choices)
-And I think they don't like me, especially Namjoon.

We got led to our booth and I could feel myself get a bit more anxious. I sat next to Hoseok and Namjoon sat with Jin across us.

We got our menus and as Hoseok was talking to the other guys I was craving a cigarette again. 'No, I can't. I have to leave a good impression,' I thought to myself. I nervously bit my nails,
"Hey, you ok?" Hoseok whispered in my ear, he placed his hand on my upper arm, I softly smiled
"Yeah, I'm fine," He smiled and continued to talk to Jin and Namjoon who were talking about some teacher who supposedly had gotten drunk during school hours and broke a door, fun right?

Turns out Namjoon wanted to become a music producer and/or rapper, when I was in high school I also wanted to be a music producer but had to give it up because of my parents. I started to talk to Namjoon about a bunch of software and equipment that was affordable and good quality.
And Jin dreamed to be an actor. I happened to know someone in the acting business and I gave Jin their number.

The evening was shaping out to be pretty well, I was making conversation with the two and it wasn't too awkward. The food arrived and we all happily ate. Until
"So Hoseok," Jin said
"Hmm?" Hoseok answered
"What did you wanna tell us?" I saw Hoseok get nervous making him choke on his food. I patted his back
"Thanks," He coughed and took a sip of water
"Hey, you ok?" Namjoon asked
"Yeah. Just forgot I was eating," Hoseok awkwardly chuckled
"Ok," Namjoon softly smiled
"So what was it?" Jin asked again. I held Hoseoks hand for comfort, he smiled at me and I smiled back,
"Ok, well the reason I've been inactive for the last few months is that I've been seeing someone..." He paused. Both Namjoon and Jim looked at me, I could feel myself tense up
"Wow, and it's...?" Jin said and gestured with his hand to keep talking, looking like he didn't know who it was
"And it's..." Hoseok looked down at his lap
"It's Yoongi," Hoseok proudly but nervously said. Jin looked excited, Namjoon, not so much
"Omg, that so cool!" Jin exclaimed
"Right Joon?" He nudged Namjoon,
"Yeah of course. That's great," I could hear slight disapproval in his voice
"I'm so happy you're cool with it," Hoseok said
"Why wouldn't we?" Jin asked and tilted his head. 'Fuck' I thought to myself, I wanted to stop Hoseok but it was too late
"Oh, just the age thing and how we met..." Hoseok had realized what he said, I could feel his hand slightly tremble in mine
"Huh? What age thing what?" Namjoon said, he looked concerned
"I- I mean- that umm-" Hoseok stuttered. I took a quick breath and pulled myself together
"He means that we have a four year age gap and that we met a park in the middle of the night," I tried to sound confident but inside I was a quivering mess
"That- that's what I mean..." Hoseok sounded ashamed,
"Sorry f-four years?" Namjoon said
"Yea," Hoseok looked up, Namjoon looked disappointed or baffled, I couldn't tell. I wanted to say something but Jin stepped in
"Calm down, Yoongis not a predator. Plus, it looks like Hoseok is completely fine and if anything, much more happier than before," I smiled, Jin was happy about us
"Be happy for your best friend, you asshole," Jin hit Namjoon,
"Ow! What the hell!" Jin raised his eyebrows and angrily stared at him. Namjoon sighed
"I'm sorry, I just... I want you to be safe," He said, I was glad Hoseok had such great friends
"Thank you, I appreciate that," Hoseok smiled at him
"So you guys are like a couple now, right?" Jin happily clapped his hands
"Yeah, we are," I put my arm around Hoseoks shoulders
"Omg, you're blushing! That's so adorable!" Jin teased
"Stooop~" Hoseok hid his face in my chest. I chuckled and whispered to him
"I told you you're adorable," He looked up to me with his big doe eyes, they reflected purity and innocence, it made me want and to kiss him right then and there.

"Oh my god! That's my favorite song! Come on Hobi!~" Jin grabbed Hoseoks hand and pulled him to the dance floor
"Have fun," I said as they disappeared. I took a sip from my drink
"Hoseok really likes you," Namjoon said
"Oh, I really hope so," I chuckled
"Yeah he does, can't believe I didn't see it when we met at the entrance,"
"What do you mean?" I tilted my head
"He never brings anyone new to "the regular" and the way he touched your arm should've made it quite obvious," he chuckled
"Oh, really? Wow, I feel special," I laughed
"Haha, yeah, you really should. He hasn't liked anyone for a long time. You're a really lucky guy," he smiled.
"Yeah, he's great," Namjoon nodded in agreement
"Enough about me, how about we talk music," I said and I saw Namjoons face lit up with joy.

About half an hour later I was having a blast with Namjoon, I bought both us a drink and we talked like old pals. Sure, it wasn't right that I bought Namjoon alcohol but I've given Hoseok a bunch of alcohol as well and he's all good.

As Namjoon and I were laughing about something stupid Jin and Hoseok came back both giggly
"Hey baby~" Hoseok sat down next to me and kissed my cheek
"Hi, are you drunk?" I raised an eyebrow
"Just a bit, Jin is 19, he can drink," he giggled
"I told you no drinking," Namjoon said
"Ha, like I'd listen to you," Jin laughed and leaned against Namjoon
"Note to self- don't let Jin and Hoseok go dancing," I said and rolled my eyes
"Pft, it's not like I'm drunk out of my mind or anything," Hoseok pouted and hit my shoulder
"Ow," I whined. Hoseok gasped
"Omg, I'm so sorry, I forgot!" He said in a panic
"It's fine, but this just proves that you are drunk," I said. Hoseok giggled and quietly said
"Yeah."

I sighed as Namjoon and I got Jin and Hoseok in my car. After we ate dessert Jin and Hoseok went completely crazy, so we payed and left. I buckled Hoseoks seatbelt and he grabbed the collar of my shirt
"You look-" he was cut off by his own hiccup
"You look very pretty," he giggled. I patted his head
"Thank you, now let's get home," I tried to free myself
"No! You have to give me a kiss first," he pulled me closer. I glanced at Jin and Namjoon, Jin was giggling and Namjoon was in the front seat on his phone. I sighed and pecked his lips
"Ok, now let's go," I took his hand and removed it from the collar of my shirt, Hoseok whined
"That wasn't a kiss!"
"Hoseok, not now," I said and closed his door. I got in the drivers seat and started the engine. I began driving and pulled out of the parking lot
"Do I drop you off or are we all going to Hoseoks?" I asked Namjoon
"Oh, umm I don't know-"
"We're all going to my place!" Hoseok exclaimed,
"YES!" Jin supported Hoseok. Namjoon and I chuckled
"Alright, let's go then," I said.

"My first love broke my heart for the first time and I was like
Baby, baby, baby, OH
Like baby, baby, baby, NO
Like baby, baby, baby, OH
Thought you'd always be mine, MINE!" Jin and Hoseok sang as we waited at a red light. Namjoon was resting his head on the palms of his hands
"It's gonna be over soon, it's gonna be over soon," he mumbled to himself. I quietly chuckled and patted his back
"We'll be there soon," I placed my hand back on the steering wheel and kept driving as the light turned green.

"AH!" Hoseok gasped
"What's wrong?" I asked as I parked the car
"THATS MY HOUSE! HOW DO YOU KNOW WHERE I LIVE?!" I sighed and stopped the engine,
"Alright, let's get inside," I stepped out of the car and opened Hobis door
"Hi," he smiled as I unbuckled his seatbelt
"Hi," I gave him a little smile and got him out of the car
"Ow!" He winced and fell on to me as he stepped out of the car, he caught on to my jacket. I held him by his arms
"Are you ok?" I asked, he looked up at my with small tears in his eyes
"It hurts really bad," Thankfully the two other guys didn't hear anything
"I'm sorry, I'll carry you in, ok?" I smiled, he nodded. I picked him up bridal-style and walked up to the door. I took out Hoseoks house hey and unlocked the door
"Did you lock your car?" Namjoon asked
"Oh, right," I locked my car
"Thanks for reminding me," he nodded. I got off my shoes and carried Hoseok to the couch
"Is he ok?" Namjoon asked
"Yeah, he'll be fine," I assured him. I took off Hoseoks shoes as he got comfortable on the couch. Jin ran up to him and cuddled besides Hobi.