Cries that fall on deaf Ears

07/ I don't know what's stronger

I don't know what's stronger,

 My urge to hold him deep within the clutches of my heart,

 Or his urge to deepen those scars which he gave me while trying to run away last time.

I don't know which of his words to believe in,

'I like you but we can't be together' you say?

Well I'm not dying either.

I don't know which way to choose,

whether to hold onto him like an early winter sunset

or to let him go like dark rainy evening.