Feelings ....🤐

Finally friday!

Lexi POV: woke up had a headache but got up checked my phone my mom  travels the world and does business world wide so I don't get to see her as much but she's the best my dad  he left when I was 3  and my neighbour looks after me whiles kinda ish  she lives next door and check in on me it's a good thing tho I basically have the house to myself all the time ...   
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Just a few mins left of school and I can leave this shit hole but thank god it's Friday I'm so tired of school  as I was bout the drown in ny thoughts 💭 I heard some say " have you finished your part of  the project? " I looked to the side Ben. Ben was a kid who I was doing a project with for a week now " fuck" sorry I forgot I said I felt bad  he looked at me and said " it's fine I did ur part anyway with a proud smile on his face " I said thx Ben : np BUT i have a deal for u  me: what do u want ?  Ben : for u to be my friend     that's all I asked 💭 he's so boring and a nerd  but oh well if that's what he wants then sure  💭.  Hello LEXI ???   OH sorry yeah sure I'll be ur friend next I know the bell rings gtg I say running out of this shit hole

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Becky

you get home safe kiddo ?   

Yea

I'll be there in 5 I'm picking u up ! 

Why ? Where are we going ?

oh ur mom  said u have therapy ! I'm here btw

Oh ... coming rn

-Car ride-

the car ride was  smooth and short since it wasn't that far  half way there Ben texted me 
Ben

Hey new friend 

hi 
what u want ? 

nothing just wanted to say hi 

Well I gtg I'm on my way somewhere:) see u on Monday
Bye

I could see becky looking at me " what ? " who's Ben she asked  my friend I said slowly and with a boring tone Lexi your making progress your making friends! She said Happily  " yeah I am  I felt the car stopped and Becky said " we're here " I was leaving the car as I was about to go in I heard Becky calling me back to the car  I came back and said " yeah ? " you forgot ur phone here she said " oh " thanks as I was reaching for my phone to grab it  she looked at my arm as my hoodies sleeve rolled up her eyes went wide and looked at me at first I didn't noticed why she was looking at me like that then I saw my arm 💭shit shit how could I be so stupid I thought to myself she saw my cuts on my wrist 💭 she slowly started to say " Lexi y- y- your arm " I was quick to think before I could even think  I said "Becky don't worry these cuts were from last time don't worry I'm doing better now I said with a believe able smile she hugged me and let go "I'm so glad those were from last time I got worried she said " yeah I should probably go now I don't want Linda to wait for me to long :)