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It was overwhelming. And honestly, a little burdensome that someone now took responsibility of taking care of her.
She didn't want to be that burden, it was the main reason why she kept to herself and not dependent on people for comfort.
Most terrifying of all, that her numb heart had actually wavered, it did melt for a second and everything that happened to her which made her this way was on the tip of her tongue.
She was ready to start her sob-story to Jin, but her insecurities stopped her, and she wasn't sure if she should be glad or not.
Ji Ahn was really scared of what these boys would think of her if they knew how horrifying her thoughts are, how disgusting her life has bee and how much of a broken person she was.
She knew no one can pull her together and no one can heal her. And she tried stopping them from trying, but she failed miserably.
She sighs, pulling her blanket closer as she stared at the moon and setting her thoughts free with a small smile tugging her lips, wind caressing her face and her hair flowing.
She knew Namjoon would probably yell at her for leaving the window open in the living room, since he seemed to hate cold. But she couldn't just not talk to one inanimate thing that kept her sane and the only form of her comfort.
She heard faint footsteps and faced the hallway, frowning as she spots Jungkook entering entering dorms. Where was he till now? She looked at the clock to realise it was way past midnight.
She was sure she saw him when she came back, but when did he leave? And who allowed him to go out so late at night alone?
" noona..." He smiled weakly, no sign of his bunny teeth or bright shining eyes as he made his way towards her instead of going to the bedroom.
" Why were you out this late? " She frowned, " Did you see the time? " She widened her eyes slightly, " Are you doing drugs? Why are you eyes red? Oh. My. God—"
" noona, " Jungkook chuckles softly, " I'm not doing any drugs, please relax. I was taking a walk to clear my head. "
She watches as he makes himself comfortable beside her and also looks out of the window. She frowned, he was too quiet for her liking. And Ji Ahn knew how to read people well.
" What's bothering you, Jeon? You're always so bright and smiling. Something happened? "
Jungkook shakes his head, " I just miss eomma. "
Ji Ahn looks at her palms, smiling slightly. " I keep overlooking the fact that you're still a kid. "
She ruffles his hair slightly, sighing. " I can talk to Pd-nim and he'll give you a break—"
" Or I could just stay here with you. " He sighed, shuffling slightly and resting his head on her lap instead. Ji Ahn goes still for a second, looking at him with bewilderment.
