the bad girl; jai brooks

arrivals

Jai's POV-

it's been an hour and a half, and Blake is in the hospital.

she went into early labour last night, and we've been here ever since.

she's due to have surgery in ten minutes, and then the babies will be delivered.

and even though I should be exited, and I am, I still feel like it's too soon.

I mean yeah, she's two months early, but mentally I'm not ready.

I'm stressing this so much, and I'm pretty sure Blake is too.

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Blake's POV-

I'm having a baby- two babies.

now. in minutes.
I'm having children.

fuck.

I don't think I'm ready, I'm scared, I'm.... going to be a mom.

all this time, being the bad gurl and now, I'm a fucking... mother.

but now, I can't help but also be happy. I'm having kids, with Jai.

I love Jai more than anything in this world. having these babies would make me complete.

so many thoughts are spinning around in my head, as I lay on the bed about to be wheeled into operation.

Jai is standing beside me, dressed in the blue suite he must wear in the room.

he's holding my hand tightly, rubbing his thumb lightly against my knuckles.

all I can do is stare at the ceiling, and let my mind float through all these spiralling thoughts.

besides, I'm drugged and very light headed.

"mr. Brooks, we're ready for Blake" a nurse calls, as Jai stands up releasing my hand from his grip.

he walks beside me as the bed I'm on is pushed down the bright halls of the hospital.

my head is spinning, I'm out of it now. the machines beep, my legs are numb, and I feel like I'm floating.

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time goes by, Jai beside my head holding my hand again, as I stare off into space.

suddenly, I snap out of my spinning thoughts...

I hear my first son's cry.

"baby A is here Blake!" Jai whispers happily in my ear.

I smile widely back at him and nod my head.

my second son begins to cry for the first time.

the doctors congratulates me on my twins, before the nurses panic.

the doctors scurry around me, and Jai looks around with a confused look.

"they need to be down there, now!" the doctor yells, as a few nurses put the babies in beds and pull them out of the room.

all I could see was cords and machines on them, and the little ball of blankets they were both wrapped in.

then, everything.. went black.

•
Jai's POV-

the babies were rushed to NICU, soon after they arrived.

they weren't getting enough oxygen, and baby B was having the most trouble due to his even smaller size.

we decided on baby A to be Slater, and baby B to be Austin.

Slater weighs 3lbs & 4 ounces.

Austin weighs only 1 pound and 2 ounces, meaning he was struggling severely. and he would be for a long time.

Blake lost a lot of blood during her operation, and she blacked out.

she made an okay recovery, and we're all just waiting for her to wake up.

Devon and I have been in her room ever since they got her out of operation.

Blake's aunt and uncle arrived a half hour ago, just to see if she was okay.

her aunt and uncle didn't stay, they had to leave again.

they travelled so much they didn't really have much time for Blake ever.

and the more I think about it, the more I understand why she really was alone.

yeah, she was bad and outgoing. yeah she was popular and funny.

yes, she had brand name clothes and the hottest skate shoes, and yup she had the coolest and radest shit... but she was alone.

no parents, and her guardians were never home.

I'm just glad we have a family now, and I can be there for her.

she's not alone anymore.

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"when do you think she'll wake up?" Devon asks for the thousandth time.

"I have no clue Dev, I know you're worried and anxious and so am I, but you have to stop asking that" I chuckle, punching him playfully in the arm.

"I know, I just love Blake so much, I want her to be okay" he says, looking down at his shoes.

"I know man, me to" I say, putting my arm around his shoulders.

"Mr. Brooks?" a nurse calls walking out from behind the front desk.

"yeah?" I nod, standing up to talk with her. my heart races, and I pray for Blake.

"Blake is up now, she's perfectly fine and should be home by the end of today.. we just need to finalize some tests for her" she smiles, and a huge wave of relief rolls over Devon and I.

I look over at Devon and he smiles, looking suddenly so much happier.

I was too.

"can we see her?" I ask anxiously.

"yes you can, I'll be in with you in a half hour to talk to both of you together" she replies, walking back to her desk.

"leggo" I smirk, as Devon and I run up the hallways to Blake.

"BLAKE!!" we yell, running over to her bed and hugging her tightly in an awkwardly messy group hug.

"guys?" she says quietly under us.

"oh, shit" Devon says, jumping off of her and smiling.

I get off of her and bend down again to kiss her lips softly.

"I love you" I whisper in her ear.

"I love you too" she whispers back.

"I love you guys too" Devon whispers, sticking his head between ours.

Blake and I burst out laughing at Devon, as he just smiles away.

happiness is back.
for now.

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a/n:

heey guys.

soo, I'm happy af rn.

she's actually a mom noww:)

wellllll, bye bye

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