the bad girl; jai brooks

waiting

Blake's POV-

I've been home for a week now, I'm perfectly fine and I can move around again.

the boys had to stay in the hospital. they were very sick and didn't show any signs of leaving soon.

the doctors say Slater could have about a month in the NICU, and Austin could have up to three.

it's scary, because they might not even live.

doctors say Austin might not even survive three months to see outside of the NICU.

and in all this shit, I can't help but have the feeling again.

like this is

all

my

fault.

but Jai just keeps me strong and hugs me. he's so supportive and helping us both through it all.

Devon is pretty sad that the boys aren't home.

he was so happy they were gonna come when I got pregnant, but now it's too hard to even think clearly about them.

will they honestly be okay?

♢

"Blake, how are you?" a nurse asks, as we enter the NICU main entrance.

"pretty good actually." I smile.

"that's good, the boys are in room 6 with Gloria" she says, typing something into her laptop.

"thank you, have a nice day" Jai smiles, as we walk down the halls to room 6.

the nurse, Gloria, was the nurse who helped the boys with eating and their weight gains.

room 6 was a room full of machines that make the foods they feed in tubes, and also the scales at the back of the room.

"hey Gloria" I smile, walking into the room.

"hello, Blake, and Jai" she waves, walking over to U.S. from where she was at the back of the room.

"the boys are just getting ready to eat, come this way" she says, walking over to two little beds.

Slater and Austin are both covered in tubes and machines, Slater's bed tilted up a little, his eyes open a little.

Austin lays down fully, with a few more breathing tubes than Slater, his eyes almost closed.

they're both under lights, as it shines down on their pale, almost see-through skin.

"Slater is eating from a device that is hand held, if you would like you can hold him" she offers, opening up the bed cover and smiling down at Slater.

"sure" I smile,

"that would be amazing"

she hands me the baby once I sit down on the couch in the right corner beside the beds.

I hold the bottle like machine into his tiny mouth, and he slowly chugs it all back.

Jai snaps a picture of me, my smile beaming down at Slater drinking his bottle.

Jai goes over to Austin and takes a few more photos, before walking over to Gloria.

"how's Austin?" he asks, looking over at the tiny baby.

"he's doing just fine actually. his size is still way off scale, but he's constantly improving slowly each day he's here.
when I bring them in, they both gain more from theist day.
both Slater and Austin eat regularly, just with different types of food and methods of feeding." she explains, sitting on a stool in front of the couch as I sit beside Blake with Slater.

"that's so great, that's honestly amazing" Blake says in relief, smiling widely at me then back down at Slater.

"in about two weeks, Austin should be able to come out. he can be held then as well as feeding in your arms" Gloria beams at us.

🍼

we left a couple hours later from the hospital, and I was in a fucking great mood.

my kids are healthy.

I'm actually happy today.

woah.

"McDonalds?" Jai smirks, pulling into the drive through.

"yes please babe" I smile cutely, scrolling through my Instagram smiling at all the comments on the boys pictures.

"Big Mac?" he laughs, looking over at me with a smirk.

" as always lovely" I say innocently, putting up a piece sign at him like a little bitch.

"you're so cute Blake" he smile, poking my nose.

"fuck yo-"

"welcome to McDonalds how can I help you?" a teenager smiles, interrupting my sentence for Jai.

Jai orders two Big Mac meals and drives back to the house.

we sit down at the table and start eating like fatties:)

"thanks babe" I smile, chewing my burger like a pig to make him mad.

"you're nasty Blake" he laughs, drinking his pop.

"you still love my though" I wink, opening my mouth quickly showing him my chewed up french fries.

"well, you are the mother of my babies" he laughs, throwing a fry at my head.

"BITCH" I yell, standing up and mushing a handful of salty fires into his soft brown hair.

"Blake!" he yells.

"go shower, you're nasty" I smirk, quoting his earlier words.

he pouts and stands up,
"you still love me" I says quietly walking towards me.

"well, you are the father of my babies" I smile, before he kisses my lips quickly.

he showers quickly, before we both get pyjamas on and cuddle together in our room.

I turn on the X-Box, and open up Netflix. I select '8 mile' because well, Eminem is better than anybody on this whole planet:)

we watch the movie, before I fall asleep beside Jai.

♡♡

Jai's POV-

after Blake fell asleep, I look over at my phone at see it's only 10:00pm.

I hop out of bed and go to the bathroom, when I walk back to bed, my phone vibrates on the night stand.

I grab it and read the caller ID.

"Devon?" I ask, confused as hell.

"Jai... I... I nee- I ... need... help" he groans.

"Devon where are you?!" I ask panicking now.

"I'm in my house, the door is unlocked....." he says quietly.

"I... I fell Jai" he says again, before the line goes dead.

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