the bad girl; jai brooks

reaching out??

Jai's POV

"mom?" I ask, as I recognize the number appear on my phone

"yes dear, it's me! your mum!" she says, totally thrilled to talk with me

I roll my eyes, sensing her bulshit already.

"uh, what the fuck do you want?" I ask

"hey, watch your mouth" she snaps back, reacting instantly at the little swear word

"mom, I'm 18. and I've lived away from you for almost three years. and the whole year you didn't speak to me, didn't make our bond any stronger" I spit back, feeling my anger boil inside of me

"well, it's not my fault you basically threw your life away when you got that boy-girl... thingy pregnant" she says in disgust, as I feel my anger boil over when she describes Blake in that way

"she's a beautiful, and amazing person. she a girl with an actually sense in style. and her name is Blake!!" I exclaim rudely

"well, I didn't call to talk about her... or listen to you yell. you just need to come to your senses and when you will, you'll leave that waste of air and the demon spawns the pair of you disrespectfully created" she says like a total bitch.

"you cunt of a human, why the fuck are you so rude?!" I yell back, ready to smash the dry wall in beside me.

I had my fists clenched, and I had never felt so mad. but now, she had crossed a line.

Blake, and my babies, was a serious thing to insult, and she crossed the fucking line a while ago.

"excuse me? do you realize I am your mother" she asks quickly, clearly surprised of my behaviour

i wasn't surprised. at all. she was already dead to me.

"yeah. did you realize that I'm 18? A FUCKING ADULT" I scream into the phone, ready to smash it in pieces.

"well, you're still my son and I'm just looking out for you. and with that said, I want you to join us for dinner" she says, seeming calm and ignoring my outbursts

"um, fuck no. why would I wanna do that?!"

"because, we're trying to move forward. fighting drags that back" she says annoyingly.

"actually, you aren't a problem for me therefore I have nothing holding me back already." I say back, letting her know that her ditching me wasn't an issue

"well, that's a lie son. and you know it" she says back loudly

"okay, well how about you come to my house for dinner, and see how 'held back' we are in life from making it. because we have already made it." I say, before I hear her chuckle

"fine. I'll see you in two days. I'll be over around 4:30" she says properly, as I sigh and roll my eyes

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"what?!" Blake asks loudly, jumping out of her seat

"yeah, uh. she comin' here..." I trail off, full of regret towards agreeing with her

"I can't believe this, she hates me!" Blake says, throwing out the garbage to the granola bar she had eaten

"yeah, well maybe she's get to know you tomorrow. maybe she'll learn to love you"

she's silent for a minute, before she bursts into laughter

"what? it could be possible" I say, standing up to wrap my arms around her waist

"I could care less to even give her the chance. she abandon you and showed not care for our kids Jai... our two sons had no contact with her. they're almost one"

"I know," I sigh, pulling her into a hug

"we might as well clean up, so she has less to bitch about" Blake sighs, pulling away from me and heading back to the table and gathering the plates that laid on the surface.

"that's the spirit" I laugh, grabbing a cloth and wiping down the counters.

it was almost nine o'clock, and the boys were already asleep. that means that this dinner was right around the corner

we clean up the house, straightening up the living room and the kitchen.

our house had changed quite a bit since the boys grew older.

the front entrance still contained the double stroller against the wall along with the car seats. and two diaper bags

our living room went from two swings and a change table, to jumpers and toys everywhere and bouncy chairs and two high chairs in the dinning room

our kitchen was full of bottles and baby food, and the fridge was covered in the gay kids magnets

the boys had moved into their own room, which had become a mess.

the change table had many diapers stacked under it, along with blankets and such.

their beds had blankets and dippy cups from previous nights in them.

and the room was scattered with a few toys the boys had brought in.

our room no longer had the bassinets, but either than that not much has changed.

Blake and I had finally finished quietly tidying the nursery, before we both crawled into bed

"I love you, so much Blake" I say, pulling her into me tightly

"I love you too babe" she says tiredly, followed by a cute little yawn

"awe, that was cute" I giggle, laughing at her yawn

"shut up Brooks, I'm not cute, I'm grunge so fuck off" she says groggily, pulling the blankets up to her face and burying her head into my chest

"goodnight baby" I laugh, before dozing off to sleep.

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a/n: sorry for the long wait...

not like I get all that many reads but still.

thnx so much to all of u who do read & stuff.

please vote of u don't mind though, I need more!!

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