Tw: talk abt the semicolon project/suicide and Self Harm and death of a loved one
Clays POV:
"Aw young love... i fucking hate it. Especially with my sister." I say seeing Tommy and Bella grabbing onto each other for support.
"Clay shut up there cute together. Unless Tommy breaks her heart then he's fucking dead!" George says.
"If that child breaks my little sisters heart hes dead in a fucking heart beat."
"I know. Literally me you Nick probably Karl and Alex would all kill him." George says.
"We would." Nick says coming over with Karl.
Bellas POV:
Me and tommy get out of the water along with a lot of other people. I just chill out with Tommy Tubbo and Ranboo when Niki Techno and Wilbur join us.
"Bella is that a tattoo?" Tommy asks.
"Uh yeah i have a couple. Surprised no one noticed before." I say laughing a bit. At first i was a bit nervous they wanted to talk about the cuts on my arms. They all knew i did it but its been awhile.
"What tattoos do you have?" Wilbur asks.
"I have a little heart behind my ear. I have the name of my twin with a dove next to it because doves are like supposed to symbolize that someones always watching over you and thats on my ankle. Then i have a smiley face on my wrist that Dream drew for me. They on the inside on my left hand middle finger i have a flame for Sapnap. Then I have a semicolon on the side of my right hand." I say showing them.
"What does the semicolon mean?" Tubbo asks.
"Tubbo you cant ask someone that is usually something personal." Ranboo says nudging tubbo a bit.
"Its fine Ranboo. So a semicolon is used for when an author usually doesnt want to end their sentence. Now it shows mental health awareness. And for mine and many others it shows where we wanted to end our sentence or better known as our life. I chose not to end my sentence just yet. It also shows the darkest times in my life like when I was hurting myself because I thought almost everything was my fault. I could have ended my story at many times. And I tried to. But I got through it. Now this tattoo reminds me of the things I went through and I don't want to go through them again. Thats also why I have a tattoo for Dream and Sapnap because they were the people standing by my side through everything. Now I don't think I will every end my story." I say holding back a couple of tears.
"That honestly beautiful Bella." Tubbo say smiling at me.
"Thanks Tubbo." I say laughing a bit.
We all sit there in silence for a bit until the rest if the boys come out of the water.
"You okay Bella?" Clay asks as he sees me wipe a couple tears away.
"Yeah I just explained what my semicolon tattoo mean't and it just means a lot to me that people stopped and listened to what I had to sah about my experience." I say.
Karl came behind me sitting down and wrapping his arms around me as I leaned my body on his a bit. Karl knew what I had been through.
"Wait hold on. Ella did you say twin earlier?" Techno asks.
"Oh yeah. I was a twin. My twins name was Brin. " I say.
"What do you mean by you were?" Niki asks softly.
"When we were 4 she and my Dad got hit by a drunk driver. Both of them unfortunately never made it home that day." I say trying not to cry.
"I'm sorry babes." Niki say hugging me.
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FanficBella Miller -known as BellaElla online- is living with her brother Clay -better known online as Dream- and her best friend Nick -better known online as Sapnap- Bella and Clay are inseparable. Along with Bella and Nick and Bella and George. Bella ha...
