A/n: stealing the song Numb Little Bug by Em Beihold
Bellas POV:
~the next day~
Its now June 8th. I finally streamed yesterday. I played vr while everyone was laughing there asses off.
Clay told me what really happened with my twin and dad. It broke me but they took my mind off of it.
Today we were going to the arcade.
If you know me then you'll know I LOVE THE ARCADE!
Tommy just fucking grabs me and walks out the door.
"Still not letting me walk i see." I say wrapping my arms around his neck and my legs around his waist.
"Nope. You're not allowed to get hurt." He says smiling at me.
Shit his smile. God I love it.
Butterflies rise in my stomach. "But i can walk perfectly fineeeeee." I say trying to push the butterflies away.
"You can, yes but i don't want you to get anymore hurt than you already are." He says trying to shut down the conversation.
"I'm not gonna get hurt but whatever." I say rolling my eyes.
Everyone comes out and we go to the cars. I get in the front seat with Wilbur. Niki and techno behind us and the bench trio in the way back.
Tommys POV:
Last night I finally figured out my feelings towards Bella.
I like her.
Like a lot.
No one knows though...
I mean if i tell tubbo i dont want him to tell her. Sapnaps her best friend but would also kill me since hes the over protective big brother type bitch. If i tell Dream I'm dead in a second. If i tell george he'll kill me and make fun of me. Ranboo i dont even know what he'll do. Wilbur will make fun of me and force me to tell her. Techno will make fun of me. Niki will think its cute and then tell wilbur. Karl will probably tell sapnap. Quackity will probably tell bella.
So what am i supposed to do?
Bellas POV:
We were all listening to the radio when my song comes on!
MY FUCKING SONG!
"And now we will be playing Numb Little Bug by BellaElla." The radio host says.
"BELLA YOU MAKE MUSIC?!" Wilbur yells almost instantly.
"Shit." I say.
"AND YOU DIDNT THINK TO TELL ME?!"
"sorry bitch."
"When did you start making music?" Tubbo asks.
"When I was 9 but i didn't release a song until i was 13."
"Thats so cool!" Tubbo says.
"Thanks Tubbs."
The music starts playing and everyone goes quiet as I cringe at my music.
"Ew no I hate this so much." I say covering my ears.
"Its a good song." Tommy says.
"Don't fucking lie to me." I say, pulling out my phone.
"I'm not!"
"Mhm whatever."
I don't feel a single thing
Have the pills done too much
Haven't caught up with my friends in weeks
And now we're outta touch
I've been driving in Orlando
And the world it feels too big
Like a floating ball that's bound to break
Snap my psyche like a twig
And I just wanna see if you feel the same as me
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like your fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinkin'
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Guess I'm just broken and broke
The prescriptions on its way
With a name I can't pronounce
And the dose I gotta take
Boy, I wish that I could count
'Cause I just wanna see if this could make me happy
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like you're hanging by a thread but you gotta survive
'Cause you gotta survive
Like your body's in the room but you're not really there
Like you have empathy inside but you don't really care
Like your fresh outta love but it's been in the air
Am I past repair
A little bit tired of tryin' to care when I don't
A little bit tired of quick repairs to cope
A little bit tired of sinking
There's water in my boat
I'm barely breathin'
Tryna stay afloat
So I got these quick repairs to cope
Do you ever get a little bit tired of life
Like you're not really happy but you don't wanna die
Like a numb little bug that's gotta survive
That's gotta survive
(A/n; i changed it to Orlando instead if LA cause thats where Bella lives)
The song plays as I sit there cringing.
"Ew im actually gonna die." I say.
Thank god the song ended and we got to the arcade.
I hop out of the car as Nick pulls me to go get a card for the games.
Its been awhile since i was in an arcade. The last time i was in an arcade they used coins but i guess they changed it.
After me and Nick got our cards I dragged him over to ski ball.
Right before we paid for the games clay came running to us.
"Like good old times?" Nick asks smiling at us.
"Like good old times!"
We started the game each of us wanting to win.
"What the fuck do they mean by good old times?" I hear wilbur ask.
"When they were younger sometime their mother would take them to visit Sapnap they usually went to the arcade. They would always FaceTime me making fun of how i couldnt be there with them. But anyways. Whoever got the most points in ski ball would be the winner and the two losers owed the winner 10 bucks." George explains.
"YES LETS GO!" I yell out.
"NO FAIR!" Nick yells.
"10 buck loserssss!" I yell as they hand me the money and we run back to the group.
After that the group splits up.
Me and Tommy went together to play games. No clue where or who everyone else went with but we decided to meet back up in an hour.
"Oh my god if we win enough tickets we can buy the Vlog Gun 2.0!" Tommy exclaims.
"No tommy." I say laughing.
"Why nottttt."
"Because its stupid."
After a bit of arguing we get to playing some games when a kid around the age of 10 comes up to us.
"Excuse me are you TommyInnit?" The boy asks.
"I am!" Tommy replies.
"Oh my god! Can I get a selfie with you?"
"Of course!" Tommy says as they snap a quick picture.
"Your girlfriend is pretty." The boy says before running off.
"Did he just call me your girlfriend?" I ask laughing.
"Yup. He also called you pretty. Hes not wrong on that."
"Aw thanks Toms."
Soon enough an hour goes by and Tommy did end up buying the vlog gun 2.0 but he also got me a SquishMallow so its fine.
Me and Tommy walk outside to see eveyone but the dream team.
"Where the hell are they?" Wilbur asks.
"I bet there having a threesome." I say causing Alex and Karl to laugh.
"My poor minor ears." Tommy says causing everyone to laugh.
After around 2 minutes the dream team finally comes out and we head out to lunch.
Once we get there me and nick order the regular while george keeps on telling us we're children.
"George go make out with clay. Maybe that will get you to shut up for a couple days." Sapnap says.
"Well we wont be able to see him for a couple of days since he wont be able to walk." I say nudging sapnap.
"BELLA!" Dream yells.
Me and sapnap were to busy laughing/wheezing to hear him yell at me.
After we all finished Dream and Wilbur were fighting about who would pay.
Our waiter was coming to us to get the check and when he came over I quickly handed my card before Dream or Wilbur could pay.
"Bella I was gonna pay!" Wilbur says.
"Sucks I already did."
"Im gonna pay you back."
"No your not." I say flipping him off.
A/n: new chapter! Sorry it took a bit to post i didnt know what to write lmao
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FanficBella Miller -known as BellaElla online- is living with her brother Clay -better known online as Dream- and her best friend Nick -better known online as Sapnap- Bella and Clay are inseparable. Along with Bella and Nick and Bella and George. Bella ha...
