BHNA littlespace

Endeavor/Fuyumi *requested* *Trigger*

Since a few things like nicknames and regression age wasn't mentioned I took that as artistic liberty, my apologies if this isn't what you had in mind because of it. I'm also putting some backgrou d reasoning as to what he's gotten to help him into littlespace since I've been bit by the 'i have to write 12 million things bug' and I am so sorry if this isn't up to what you're thinking. I am super sorry this is so late! There is no excuse for it and I completely understnad that, but I got caught up in irl things and completely forgot. 

(The above picture is a ylang ylang flower apparently it pairs really well with the smell of roses.)

Little: Enji Todoroki (Endeavor)

Nicknames: Ji-Ji, Ji

Little Age: 3

Caregiver: Fuyumi Todoroki

Nicknames: Fu-Fu 

[Enji's POV]

I sighed quietly as I looked down at the box I had sat down on the bathroom counter. Was i really doing this? The last time I had done this was when Gran Torino, the stupid old man, had outed Allmight as a little. Was I really up for picking this back up again? If the press found out I'd be ruined and my family? What would they think? Would they think less of me? That I'm weak? 

I shook my head dislodging the thoughts before opening the box and putting the newest item to my hoard, the Calico Critters sheep family, under the bathroom cupboards.

 I quickly exited the bathroom before going to my bedroom to finish up some paperwork I had been putting off. I gave a small smile to Shoto as I passed him; the therapist told me to give him time to come around, to see that I was actually making an effort to change. I couldn't blame him if he never came around if I was him I wouldn't. Not after everything I had put my family through. 

"Hey Endeavor." Shoto mumbled. "Fuyumi said she's making Soba, Onigiri, and Sashimi. You know how she goes all out for dinner." 

I nodded. "Thank you Shoto." 

"No problem. You-you're doing better." Shoto said after a moment of silence before leaving me in a state of shock. 

I made my way to the bedroom burying myself into the paperwork that Hawks had forced me to complete; the foolish boy had forgotten his paperwork once again making it fall back on me. 

I hummed to tune the silence as I worked and before long I smelled an awful, horrible smell. It was the smell of roses and ylang ylang flowers. I took a deep breath, held it, and slowly let it out just like my therapist told me to do. I counted in my head as I continued my calming technique only to have my fear gain a tighter hold on my heart and I was unable to calm myself down. My chest felt tight and tears welled in my eyes. I couldn't risk my family seeing me like this, so I escaped to the bathroom; my littlespace haven. 

I settled myself rather quickly opting to sit on the floor in order to reach my things easier;  I grabbed my new Calico Critters; ripping the package open before hugging them to my chest. I whimpered as the nauseating smell got worse before I ultimately emptied my stomach's contents into the toilet. I cried and whimpered until I heard a voice tell me dinner was ready. I quieted down as best as I could as I didn't want anyone to hear me, but it was hard and I didn't stay silent completely. 

A small knock on the bathroom door told me that I had been found out; I held my breath hoping it would go away, but the knock grew more persistent. 

"G-go 'way!" I yelled. "Using toiletroom!" 

"Are you okay dad? I-i'm coming in." Fuyumi asked. 

Fuyumi opened the door and stared at me in shock for a moment. 

"Fu-fu? Smell bad out thewre." I said covering my nose. 

"I know buddy, but how old are you?" Fu-fu asked closing the door. 

I held up three fingers proudly.  

Fu-fu nodded before cutting up my food and keeping me company as I ate. She left after I finished taking my plate with her, but I followed her to thank her for keeping me company  when I heard her getting onto someone. 

I whimpered and backed up stepping on a creaky board. 

"Hey Ji-Ji it's alright okay Ji? We aren't mad at you." Fu-fu cooed. 

"Seriously? He's just making it up his birther was the sweetest person Fuyumi. He's doing it for attention." The woman scoffed. 

"Rei you of all people should know that abusers can pretend and not everyone acts the same when around people they're attempting to impress. So please stop. He's been trying you know. For us; to be a family again." 

Fu-fu gave a pointed glare to the woman named Rei and led me to my bathroom telling me to take as long as I need and that we could talk to everyone when I was ready. 

I nodded and went to decompress in the bathroom feeling happy and loved.