Chaos of the heart (Batman x Reader)

Chapter 7 That's what friends are for

-Authors Note-

In this chapter I write something about how (y/n) copes with her traumatic experiences, if you can't read that please skip this chapter!!! But I also write about how her best friend helps her with it!! <3

Have Fun!

"Take care of yourself too"

And then disappeared through my window. I flopped back onto my couch in shock >Did he try to kiss me or was it just my imagination? Did I want him to kiss me? Did I want to kiss him!?<

I sat on my couch for what felt like an eternity, looking towards the window where Batman just disappeared. My head tried to organize everything that had happened today....First the dinner with my boss and Bruce Wayne then the robbery and then Batman who almost kissed me.....But why? I mean we've only known each other for maybe 10 minutes... In that time you can't decide if you want to kiss someone... or did I just imagine it all? I took a deep breath as I got up off the couch.

>The evening was long enough I should go to sleep now< I thought to myself. I dragged myself from my couch towards my bed, it was difficult and every step was painful. I put on my sleeping clothes and wanted to tidy up my clothes from tonight but I saw the ripped one and the memories rushed through my head again and I threw it on the floor. I got into bed and fell asleep right away, but it wasn't a quiet night, I kept getting woken up by nightmares, I kept feeling this cold hand on my body and this stinky breath in my nose, I experienced this incident over and over again only this time there was no batman who came to save me. I woke up again, I didn't know how many times it had been but when I looked at my watch it was 6 in the morning.

*moan*

"Well since I can't sleep anyway, I can also get up right away" I said to myself and went to a large mirror on the wall. I pushed my top up and as right as I thought it would, big bruises formed on mine (s/c) skin over my stomach and down my waist.

*sigh*

I headed towards the bathroom where I did my morning business first, then I looked in the mirror over the sink and was shocked at how exhausted I looked. My eyes have fat dark circles forming from sleep deprivation and my skin was also paler than my normal (s/c) skin tone, I sighed at my reflection and reached for my comb to tame my hair. After that I undressed myself to get in the shower but when I looked back at myself in the mirror I saw a bruise on my arm right where the blond boy had grabbed me, I rubbed it gently an I could still feel him.

"Come little lamb"

I heard him say in the back of my mind, I turned around quickly to make sure I was really alone. It's just me. All alone. I didn't know if that was a good thing or a bad thing but I shook that feeling out of my head and stepped into my shower. The water came down warm but not warm enough because I still felt those cold hands so I turned my water warmer and warmer until it almost hurt but was still comfortable for me... and so I stood in the shower and soaped mine (s /c) body and washed my hair. As I rinsed the soap away I stared at my wall and my mind was blank, there was nothing... when all the soap was gone i stood in the shower like that for almost 10 minutes..... i did nothing..... i just stared at the wall until i felt tears coming from my eyes. I sat on the bottom of my tub and curled up again into a ball and cried.

I always thought I was a strong woman, I always thought I could defend myself, but again those were things where I was wrong about. I sat like a ball in my shower for a little while until no more tears came out, so I drained the water and got out of the shower and put on a hoodie and jogging pants.

I usually meet up with Vicky on Saturdays and we did whatever we wanted but today I didn't feel like it, I didn't feel like eating, I didn't feel like people and I didn't feel like my friends, but I didn't want to be alone either so I tried to read to distract myself. I picked my favorite fantasy book and read it for the 4th time. After I finished it again I checked my phone which I had put on silent, it was now shortly after 2pm and I had 5 messages and 2 missed calls from Vicky: