The things written here are my own experiences.
The information used is from websites and pages surrounding this topic. Some of these things I am just learning about myself and find difficult to understand, but I need to write about them. I need to know if there are others. I need to know I am not the only one.
I'd just like to say it has taken a dose of courage to post this and I only do so in the hope to find similar people. If you dont believe what you read, I understand.
People like me are merely more awake than others. I do not believe we are aliens or 'extra-terrestrials' as some people claim. That hurts a bit to think of myself like that, like I am an altogother different race. How would I understand people if I were of a totally different species?
I myself don't understand everything yet which is why I will not yet publish this until it is completely finished. [insert: I have published before finishing in hope other people will have similiar experiences to my own]
I never knew I was different. I had things about me that seemed somewhat different from other children that still do but I never felt disconnected. In one sense I felt very connected.
I was a good child, my mother always tells me this. She often compares me with my sister saying what a difference there is between us. My younger sister is an Indigo, whereas I am supposedly known as a Crystal.
She told me that I was very well behaved. Tantrums were out of sorts for me. I spent a lot of time with my grandmother as a child. we were very close. I remember spending many days out in her garden catching butterflies among bushes that grew purple flowers.
I spent the vast majority of my time drawing though. I could draw for hours. I don't remember what I used to draw but it didn't seem to matter at the time.
My mother used to visit physics sometimes and every time she went there would also be a message for me too. I often got called a Bright Star,I still as I writing this do not know what a bright star is.
One medium told her I was a very old soul, my last embodiment I had lived to the age of an old woman.
She said in our relationship I was often the parent where my mother was the child. This was very true for that time.
Other mediums spoke that I would work with the earth, everytime I was told I was a 'healer', I discovered this later.
My childhood is what most would consider difficult. It was me and my mother and she did everything she could for me. We had some tough times, a running of bad luck I learnt to be old before my years, but in someways it didn't feel like an adjustment.
My mother told me there was a time when I was little where I told my grandmother something beyond my level of understanding. She could not remember what I had said but my grandmother had been shocked at how I had known what I did and where the words had come from.
I do not know what I said that day and am frustrated my mother can not remember, but it was a small piece of proof that what they claimed I was may be true.
I have always had only what I can describe as a hightened or extra sense. I seem to lap up peoples feelings and am instantly aware of their emotions.
There was a time in primary school where a new girl had joined my year. I befriended her as most did not seem to talk to her. I remember one day we were sat in the playground. I am sure we wern;t talking I knew she felt sad. I remember her sitting forward and telling me her mothe rhad breast cancer.
She began to get problems with bullying, people picked on her and she would yell back in tears. One day a particuarly larger group of people began to pick on her. They did not understand why she was angry. I cornered one of the girls in the group and told her about the girls mother. She instantly stopepd the group from picking on her and apologised to the girl.
The girl looked shocked and it winded down to it coming back to me. I remember she yelled at me that she didn't tell me that and it wasn't true.
I felt terrible. I knew it was true. I thought I had done right by telling the people why she was upset so they would leave her alone and it had worked. I had told them something she didn't want them to hear. I still don't really know whether she told me or whether I simply 'knew'.
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I visted a medium later on when I was around 14. The medium took me and told me many things of my future. She told me she could hear me playing piano of which I did. She told me I destined for the stage. She said I should join an acting group. She told me many things which I can not recall exactly now apart from she was adamant I was going to appear on TV and be on the stage.
Another medium told me she saw big things for me too. She saw me performing at the olympics and directing an orchestra.
I don't know how many of these things will come true. Maybe they are all just jabberings of people and my hope makes me want to believe. But I do know I love music and I do know I would give anything to be a success in it.
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This leads me down to my most recent discovery.
My mother met a lady. A meeting I can only describe as planned by fate.
An elderly lady had fallen down outside our home. A crows had gathered outside to help this woman which my mother met as she returned home. As she bent down to help the lady so did another woman. The first thing my mother noticed about this lady were her crystal rings. They both seemed to look at each other as if they knew each other.
After the eldery lady had been tended to my mother asked the lady in for a drink. they talke and soon found they were both into the same things and spritual aspects.
My mother said briefly how she had another daughter me.
The lady was very interested in me. She said something along the lines of "I have a feeling about your daughter. Is she a crystal child?'
My mother did not know what a crystal child was so could not answer the lady. However the woman told my mother she would very much like to meet me.
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