The next few entries, may just be my experiences as I seem to become more intune with my senses.
Some of these 'predictions' if thats what you can call them, have been truly random and hold no meaning whatsoever other than maybe to prove I am developing. Though some really are laughable.
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Walking into school suddenly I am thinking about how it would be to wear two odd shoes. I imagined myself telling a friend when she asked me why I was wearing two odd shoes that it was, ' a new fashion trend'
10 minutes later I am walking down a corridor to collect something from the office, when I see a girl in front of me wearing (you guessed it) two odd shoes. A white converse and a black school pump. When her friend asks her why she replies (yep you got it) 'It's a new fashion trend' in a sarcastic voice.
Needless to say I am somewhat lost to words and struggling ot understand why I have been given this exact information to predict. Unless it is merely to prove that I now can.
However, it is not something I have control over. When I was walking into school I was thinking of nothing impaticular when suddenly this random thought took hold of me. Maybe that is what you need a vacant head or a calmed one.
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Me and my friend have been obseriving the weather she explains to me how in holland the translation for rain and sunshine at the same time becomes 'fun fair in hell' It is snowing with sunshine as we speak. I make breif comment about how it is rainbow weather.
I turn to look out the window, and it happened so fast I am really begining to wonder whether I imagined it but I know I cant have. There was what I can only describe as a flash of a rainbow outside. I yelled to my friend but ofcourse it was gone by the time she looked. And I was left feeling like an utter fool.
I really dont understand what was meant to come out of showing me a rainbow other than startling me, it was so real I swore it was there. Then again maybe someone is just trying to show me that I am able to percieve certain things now. My grandma did always love rainbows.
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Reading these back I am begining to feel slightly crazy. I can not share these expleriences with many if any people at times for fear of people thinking I am doo lally.
My mother had just got in the bath. She had been suffereing from tooth problems for the past month, but as soon as she lay down in the bath she got sever pain in her tooth all the way up to her head. She was screaming in agony and I was alone apart from my male friend, who could not help me as my mother was in the bath at the time.
She had managed to get out the bath and was balanced on the edge of the toilet seat clutching her face in her hands yelping. She could barely speak to tell me what was wrong.
I used a hot compress on her face at which she threw back at me.
After a few moments of standing watching her moan in pain I placed my hands on the top of her head. She was in too much pain to really question what I was doing.
At first I didnt give myself time to protect myself, i just wanted her to be out of pain. I felt tingling inmy hand, then a horrible sensation of pulsing travelling up my viens to my elbows. This is when I urgently asked for Archangel Raphael in my mind.
I held my hands on her head for sometime until I felt that I needed to place my hands lower down on the top of her back.
As I did so I imagined Raphael holding my shoulders, taking the pain out of my mum through me.
My left hand was getting an electric shock sensation, which is what my mother was experiencing in her tooth. My hands both got warm.
I moved my hands down her back further and my hands got warm again. I waited until I felt the heat in my hands dissipate. My mother was still in some pain but considerably less.
I stood back and waited for about 2 minutes. The pain had subsided into just an ache as it was before.
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I recently went to a jumble sale of which I had volunteered to help sort a bookstall out. Whilst sorting through the books I found numerous titles on Tarot readings, angels, divinatory methods. I have always wanted to be able to read Tarot but found the cards more difficult to read than oracle as they have more intricate spreads and double meanings.
A few days later, my mother told me of an old pyschic friend we had believed to of moved to america who was back in England running Tarot card courses. Not only was she back in England she was also local.
I feel as if I'm getting more and more signs, what for and what they're working towards I dont know.
I am trying not to doubt myself as I know doubting can prevent these things from happening, but it's becoming difficult. I have few who I can talk to about this.
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I have decided to publish this incase there is someone who may be able to help
