Realising

54 0 5
                                        

I'm discovering so much more about myself everyday. The things I thought true for everyone, become things only true for myself.

I have more dreams, more dreams that I remember. Long sleeps that I wake knowing something has happened.

I'm having more and more pyschic experiences as I realise it is not something to be scared of.

1. Waiting for a train, I had well over half an hour wait. I was sat on a bench alone on the other side of the station. Facing a train that had pulled in on the opposite platform.

The noise of the station suddenly began to fade above me it sounded like some said 'You alright?'

 I pulled my head to look out from the bench, there was no one on the platform. And the noises from the station became loud again.

2. It was as if I had suddenly been pulled from a deep sleep. I did not open my eyes. My limbs felt heavy as if my body were still asleep. Some one in an italian optimistic voice said 'Hello!'

My heart began beating fast, (I could not help getting a little bit scared, even though the voice was of a friendly nature) I kept my eyes closed and concentrated on keeping my heart beat steady but I heard no more of the voice.

I also keep getting a feeling of awareness or knowing. It's like a gut feeling of knowing whether I should or should or not do something. The occasions this has happened have now become numerous, and it has become much a part of me.

I am finding more information and characteristics of crystal children and more and more keep being proven true for me.

Im going to list some I have found, and write the examples of what has happened to me for each so I can have documentation of everything I have found.

Are usually born in the 1995 or later.

I was born in 1997.

Possess large eyes with an intense stare.

This is true. My grandmother described my eyes as 'sunflower eyes' for there peculiar yellow ring around the black pupil. I have often found people to become very annerved sometimes when I look at them and have to stop myself from 'reading' them as I have only realised this is what I've been doing.

Have magnetic personalities. Are highly affectionate.

I believe this to be true. In my childhood I often looked after my mother when she was down.

Start talking later in childhood. Are very musically oriented and may sing before talking.

I am very musical, I sing all the time. I am unsure whether I sang before I talked or whether I started talking later in childhood. I will look into this.

Use telepathy and self-invented sign language to communicate.

I used to practice telepathy with one of my mothers friends. A game were one of us would think of a symbol such as a star, triangle, wavy lines, circle or square. Everysingle time we managed to know what the other was thinking. We practiced at a range of distances. And then moved onto colours. I think it scared us both a little. 

I also used to want to know sign language. I got an app for it on my ipod, it intrigued me the 'silence' of the language using gesture as opposed to sound.

May be diagnose with Autism or Asperger's Syndrome.  Are even-tempered, sweet and loving. Are forgiving of others.

I am mostly even tempered. Many people of my friends group call me the 'peace maker' or the 'level headed'. I am very forgiving, always trying to understand why someone is the way they are or understand why they have done the things they have done.

Crystal ChildWhere stories live. Discover now