Context:
Your going through a lot and about to loose yourself in all these Emotions, when Ethan's there to comfort you. Your Name is Sofia.
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Sofia's POV:
When I woke up this Morning, I was still lying on Ethan's Chest. I couldn't help but smile over this. I truly was Lucky. Lucky that i have found Ethan. Not only as my Best Friend but also as my Boyfriend.But just a Minute later I remembered what happened the past 24 Hours and I was feeling overwhelmed again but not in a good way.
First Ethan told me he had to go on Tour with Måneskin in two Weeks and then my Mom called me that her recent Cancer Therapy doesn't work this time and she has not that much time left.
I could feel the tears coming up again but i tried to hold them back. I don't want to cry. At least not when i'm in Bed with Ethan. I don't want to bother him with my Problems, since I know he has enough Problems himself with his Parents getting a Divorce and fighting all the time.
So I tried to get up quietly to not wake up Ethan. I went outside on the Balcony trying to clear my Head but instead I fell down and was just overwhelmed by all these feelings.
I was worried about how I am gonna survive it when Ethan is on Tour and my Mom dying slowly.
I am excited for him going in tour but I am also scared he finds someone more loveable than herself. I was so busy not to lose myself in the vortex of emotions, that I didn't even noticed that Ethan was coming outside too. Just as he wrapped his arms around me, I noticed. "Sofia, Amore. Whats going on with you?" I just got scared so much, that i had a Panic Attack with my whole Body starting to shake and i got shivers all over. „Shh, calm down, everything's gonna be okay. I'm here now" Ethan is here.
Ethan's POV:
I woke up to Sofia not beeing in bed anymore. I got up looking for her, when i heard soft sobbings from the Balcony. I was worried about Sofia. I don't like her mental state of the last few days, especially after she received the news from her Mother Yesterday.I went outside and just hugged her from behind, carefully watching her not getting scared. „Sofia, Amore. Whats going on with you?" she just started crying and had a whole panic attack. Her body started shaking and she got Shivers all over it. „Shh, calm down, everything's gonna be okay. I'm here now"
When she noticed I was there, i could feel her instinctly relaxing and allowing herself to fall. Carefully i turned her around so she could look at me.
„I ... I ... I just don't know what to do anymore. Where my Head is and what to do next. I'm worried about my Mom but also what if you find someone else on tour who is more loveable than i am? What if my Mom dies? What if-" she wasn't able to finish her sentence.
She just started Crying again. „Shh Bambina calm down. Come on, look at me. Your Mom is gone be fine and I would never even try to find someone else when you are the love of my life" I put my hand under her chin and made her look into my Eyes.
She nodded and let herself fall into my Arms and just feel loved. My poor Sofia. She had to deal with so much already in her young Years. First her Father died in an Car accident, then her Brother overdosed and now her Mother is dying due to cancer.
„Thank you Ethan." Was the only thing she could say before her voice cracked. For a while, we were just standing on the Balcony, me holding her in my arms and making sure she's not getting back to having a Panicattack.
After a while I asked "are you okay with going inside again? we should eat and then meet up with the Band for Tour Planings. I thought about it for a while and also Talked to the others, so if you are okay with this, you can join us on Tour. That way you're not alone and i always have my babygirl for cuddels with me."
"Ethan are you serious? I can join you on Tour?" She looked at me with big eyes, not really sure if she got me correctly. "Yes Amore, you can. I couldn't leave you like this all alone here" She just started crying and hugged me even tighter.
My perfect Girl. How can anyone not love her? I smiled because i was just happy with her.
"Ti Amo Sofia." i kissed her Hair and gave her all the warmth and comfort she needed.
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hey yall i hope you liked this. If yes i'd be happy about if you'd give this story a like. And if you have any Ideas for any Band Member, feel free to tell me. If i can, i will turn your Idea into a little Story.
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All the love, K.
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