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„Mason please you need to leave.“
He was stood infront of me and pushed through to my living room ignoring what I told him.
„I‘m not leaving Feli. I literally came to check on you and you try to throw me out.“
„Mason I really am not in the mood for this please leave. I already had enough today.“
„Yeah? What happened? That guy stood you up huh?“ he is so cocky. I hate when he does this. This isn’t the first time we’re arguing but I will for sure try to make it the last time. I can’t deal with him anymore.
„No Mason he told me that people who are not rich are disgusting people and would never help others!“
He looked at me in disbelief. His mouth opened but nothing came out of it and he closed it quickly.
„Are you happy now? Or no wait let’s make Felicity‘s day even worse and argue with her even more.“ my anger was leaving my body. I couldn’t help it.
„That is not why I am here, I literally came because I wanted to help you and what do YOU do? Fucking yell at me!“
„Yes Mason I yell at you because you are just the same asshole as Cole. I fucking hate you but my heart always brings me back. I can’t stop fucking loving you and it’s killing me. We tried a million times with your poor promises that you never seem to be able to keep. The only time you need me is when one of those whores uses you or no even better when none of those hundred whores are available so you come and talk shit and then fuck me because my naive self believes your lies., We never get along“
Every single thing I said was the truth. I couldn’t keep it anymore, I needed to get my feelings out.
„ʙᴜᴛ ᴡᴇ ɢᴇᴛ ᴀʟᴏɴɢ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ‘ᴍ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ.“
„Are you serious? I am talking about the way I feel and what I think and you decide to say one sentence about you fucking me? Mason do you hear yourself? You are not the same person I started dating some time back. Where did the soft amazing Mason go? All that is left now is a heartless monster. You come and go around how you want. Where did the Mason go who actually cared about his friends, his girlfriend, the Mason who would never even think of flirting with anyone else than his girlfriend let alone sleep with someone other, where did that Mason go?“ he didn’t say anything. The silence got to loud for me and I wanted to get over with this as soon as possible.
„So now I am a monster? Felicity do you hear YOURSELF? Why the fuck are you like this. I am not a monster. Yes I did stuff wrong but I am not a monster.“ at least he admitted that he did things wrong.
„Yeah now that I think, you’re not a monster because I wouldn’t be addicted to you, I wouldn’t still love you. ʏᴏᴜ’ʀᴇ ʟɪᴋᴇ ᴀ ᴅʀᴜɢ ᴛʜᴀᴛ’ꜱ ᴋɪʟʟɪɴɢ ᴍᴇ, that’s what you are. Now leave.“
He didn’t argue for the first time and left. When I heard the door close I slid down the wall that was behind me. Tears streaming down my face. I looked at the clock and saw the time, my dad would be home soon, exhausted from work. He didn’t need to worry about me so I went upstairs to fix myself.
———— A/N GUYS THIS WAS NOT MEANT TO BE LIKE THIS I LITERALLY WTOTE SUCH A LONG CHAPTER WHERE TOTALLY DIFFERENT STUFF WAS HAPPENING AND THOUGHT IT WAS AMAZING BUT I WRITE MY STUFF INTO MY NOTES AND THEN COPY IT AND PASTE IT INTO WATTPAD AND WHEN I WAS TO COPY THE CHAPTER I ACCIDENTALLY PRESSED A LETTER AND EVERYTHING WENT AWAY IT JUST DISAPPEARED LITERALLY SO MAD AT MYSELF UGH SOZ THAT THIS IS PROBS SHIT
