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It was weird to see him yesterday when I droped his stuff off. He seemed frustrated, sad, but he can’t be. He is better off without me. Louis and I hang out a lot more, but it’s really just a distraction. It is so wrong to see Louis as a distraction but it is sadly the truth, I am still not over Mason, and I most definitely won’t be soon. It’s killing me it really is, I just want the old Mason.
All my thoughts were interrupted by my doorbell ringing. I was confused because Louis is at a meeting once again and my dad took his keys this morning and he wouldn’t be home this early. Confused I walked downstairs and opened the door.
There he was standing, with red roses.
He seemed to be nervous, a shy smile covering his beautiful face. Just like the old Mason. But no he won’t change Felicity, my heart was trying to trick my brain into thinking he is trying.
„Hey Feli. I got these for you and I thought we could maybe talk.“ his voice was stuttering which it only did when he was nervous. I nodded and took the roses from him, they smelled really nice. I moved to the side so he could come in while I went to put the roses into a vase. I walked into the living room and smiled at him, trying to give him some kind of comfort. It was quite but I waited for him to hear what he has to say.
„I want you back let’s try again.“ his voice stoped the silence. I was shocked. I didn’t expect that.
„Mason I would love to but we tried millions of times.“
His voice stopped me from talking further. „What is it Feli? Hm? What is it that he has and I don’t? Am I not enough? You know why I did all that to you? I thought I wasn’t enough. I thought you will fucking stop loving me after I do all that. I thought you deserve better but I just can’t live without you Felicity. I did it. I cut all of them off. I am trying to be the old Mason again just please, please give me another chance.“
„Are you high?“ I couldn’t believe what he was saying. It is almost like this isn’t real.
„Felicity do you think I would say all my real thoughts and feelings high? I am not high ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ɢᴇᴛ ꜱᴏ ʜɪɢʜ ᴡʜᴇɴ ɪ‘ᴍ ɪɴꜱɪᴅᴇ ʏᴏᴜ, I need you, in every possible way.“
I was still not believing a thing, he has to be high.
„Mason I think you should leave and come when you’re yourself.“
„No Felicity. I am myself now. I can’t live without you and neither can you without me. ʏᴇᴀʜ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ꜱᴛᴀʀᴛ ᴏᴠᴇʀ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ʀᴜɴ ꜰʀᴇᴇ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴀʟʟ ᴏꜰ ᴛʜɪꜱ, ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ꜰɪɴᴅ ᴏᴛʜᴇʀ ꜰɪꜱʜ ɪɴ ᴛʜᴇ ꜱᴇᴀ. ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ɪᴛ’ꜱ ᴍᴇᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ʙᴇ, ʙᴜᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴄᴀɴ’ᴛ ꜱᴛᴀʏ ᴀᴡᴀʏ ꜰʀᴏᴍ ᴍᴇ. Do you understand me? I am trying Felicity. Please give me another chance.“
My mouth opened trying to say anything but nothing came out. I nodded and hugged him tightly. Tears stained each others tops but we didn’t care. We will be us again.
————- A/N Idk if I should continue this book What do you think?
