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Sunday, April 18th

Lando Norris

It was an amazing weekend. I was on the podium for the second time in my life in F1. And most importantly, in 2021, my first podium. After reaching my destination, I was just thinking that maybe it would be best if we celebrated this wonderful day. Well, the team will definitely like this idea, but would Kate stick with me too? But I had a little fear of asking her that? Would she like it? Would she come with me because she's Daniel's girlfriend...

We have a life and I have to take this step. So I headed for Daniel's room where, however, I heard voices. There were a couple of photographers there and Kate.
I froze because I knew what was going on. Kate and Daniel announce their relationship...

I saw Daniel's hand resting on Kate's waist and Kate was proud. She was very proud, perhaps too much. Actually,Daniel's reputation came in handy and she didn't want anything else, why is she still with Daniel?

She smiled like a fairy ... good heavens what's happening to me?

As I got closer, I heard the interview better and better

-Well, what was the first thing that caught Daniel Kate? , --the reporter asked

-Really his personality is funny and always honest with me. He takes care of me and I can tell him anything, --Kate said

-And what do you think of that, Danny?

-Same as Kate. Amazing girl on a heavy background. I love her

-You are very cute. How many times do you think you will appear together in public in the future?

-Sure, Kate will be spending the whole year with us, --Daniel said

-I can't believe he said that. Kate wouldn't be here if my dad didn't do her such a favor. What an injustice this is! I can't believe this is happening now. After so much good ...--I said to myself

-What a surprise, and how long has this relationship lasted ?, --the reporter asked

-Well, we don't want to make that public, but Lando Norris played a big part in it,-- Kate said.

-Of course, because you got here because of me, --I said it now.

The camera was aimed at me and suddenly I didn't even know what I should have done, but I was mad at Kate and jealous of Daniel.

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-Please stop, --Kate said and came closer to me. The reporter turned off the recording and turned to Daniel, who was still sitting helplessly in the chair.

-Lando, how long have you been at the door? , --Kate asked me.

-I had just heard and seen enough. Are you really ignoring me and so you want to ruin me? , --I whispered but my anger seemed stronger than it really was.

-No not at all. I would never do that to you, but I had to do it.

-Why is it that I can no longer believe you? , --I asked then my voice trailed off. Kate didn't love me and never will, because she's such a jerk with me always. I have lived in a dream world so far and now it is all over. I have to endure it for a whole season ...--
You know, I came here to invite you to the celebration. Because I thought we were friends. But you threw everything away for fame and also threw away our friendship. Well, I don't think I want to see you anymore. Don't get in front of me anymore !, I said and headed for the door

-Lando, I'm really sorry, I wish I could explain ... but I can't. ,-- Kate said then began to cry

-I don't want to see you anymore, I slammed the door behind me and I have no idea what happened after that with them.

I just walked into my room and started crying. I was completely shattered. I didn't have high hopes that Kate and I would ever be fine again. Everything lay in ruins around me. Charlotte gave me a worried look as she entered the room. She didn't ask anything, she just sat down next to me and started stroking me.
Mentally, I wasn't really on the top and she knew it. Now all the work I talked to the Psychologist is lost...

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Monday, April 19

Kate Morton

You could say I screwed up my friendship with Lando yesterday. But I couldn't really do anything else because Peter wrote a letter urging us that it's time to make everything public. The boys didn't even know how much trapped I was and that I wasn't going to decide anything. So I went into all this, I agreed to show up in public with Daniel. The number of my followers has increased and now everything is starting to change. All the people who have followed me so far are commenting on disappointing remarks and there were those who were happy with us and there was obviously no Lando among them. The words he said yesterday still ring in my ears

-"I don't want to see you anymore"
-"Why is it that I can no longer believe you? "
-"Are you really ignoring me and so you want to ruin me?"

Maybe he also found me pathetic and it hurt the most. That, we were friends and now it's all over.

Out of those thoughts, I shuddered as Daniel had just put his head on my shoulder. Well we decided to travel to Portugal together and spend some time together. Maybe we can get closer to each other and I can calm down too.

-Get up darling, we arrived --I told him

-You smell so good, maybe Norris picked up the water yesterday about this

-Please don't start again. I don't want to think about it. I want to enjoy being alone until I see him again...

Again and again this boy is breaking my heart ...And the worst part is that he doesn't even know it

However, I was also reminded of the rumor that had happened between the two of us with Lando. I hope nothing comes out

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