Promises Or Heartache? ( Joseph SoMo Book 2 )

Chapter 6- Away On Tour

Songs for this chapter

Gareth Gates- Sentimental

David Archuleta- Touch My Hand

Rihanna- S&M

Selena Gomez- The Heart Wants What It Wants

Shawn Mendes- Something Big

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Bella Prescott

It's been a few days since we left the hospital and the days are getting better but, I'm taking the days one step at a time due to me still being in pain. Oh and I also have to deal with Joseph going away on tour tomorrow, so I'd have to go back to work the day after. Oh how I love life.

I was sat in my car on the way back from doing the shopping, When Joseph goes on tour I won't have anyone apart from Kyle. I pulled into the drive way and got out and picked up the bags untill Joseph came running out trying to take the bags off me.

" I can manage " I snapped at him, But I soon felt guitly with the sad look on his face.

" Sorry Joseph. Here I'll take these and can you grab the other ones " He gave me a small smile and grabbed the other bags out the car and walked into the kitchen and placed them on the counter as I started unpacking the other bags of food.

" I'm going to have a quick work out. Leave that and I will do it you go up to the movie room and relax " He said as he placed a kiss on my lips. I nodded and walked up the staires to the movie room. I sat on the huge sofa when I saw Joseph had posted on Twitter.

@OfficalSoMo I don't know how much longer I can keep being strong. Losing the baby was the news I hated to hear and Bella isnt herself anymore and the tour starts tomorrow and I feel bad after all the shit that has happened. But you guys are keep us strong. Bella I love you and I can't wait to be your husband and I will do everything I can do to make you happy even if it means trying for another baby then, We can have another baby. See you all on the tour xx

I wiped the tears that I didn't know had escaped and put my phone down and watched Chernobyl Diaries ( Jesse McCartney is just perfect )

I watched a couple more movies even when Joseph came in with dinner we sat and watched a movie and then he did the washing up and ran me a bath, So that is where I am sat at the moment in a nice hot bath.

I woke up to my head buried in Joseph's neck and I could feel him rubbing cycles on my arm, I was so comfy I didn't wanna move.

" I don't want you to go " I mumbled into his neck.

" I know baby me too but it's only for a month so it will fly by " He said as he gave me little kisses.

" Come one, I will help you pack " I said and jumped out of bed.

We spent the next few hours packing and then we got dressed and went out for breakfast. I wasn't in the mood to dress up so I wore sweatpants and a tank top and vans and Joseph wore the same.

" So what you getting to eat? "

" Maybe some pancakes with cream and fruit, What you getting babe? "

" Eggs and bacon "

We were drinking our coffee and making small talk while waiting for our food. Joseph didn't have to leave till this evening so I still had awhile untill he left for tour.

I'm going to miss waking up to him, Cuddling him and waking him up with kisses in a morning. I guess the only good thing is I get the gym and the pool and the movie room all to myself.

Joseph SoMo

I'm stud outside on the driveway cuddling Bella as she hugs me for dear life and cries into my chest, It really does break my heart to see her like this, First losing the baby and no me going away. I'm trying to be strong and hold back the tears but the more she cries the more I want to cry.

" Baby please don't cry, You know I hate seeing you cry. "

" I know. I just g-going to m-miss y-you thats all. "

" I know and I will miss you too, You know that. But we can talk everyday "

" I know, Its just losing the baby and now losing you for a month, What if you meet someone else on tour and never come back because you realise it WAS MY FAULT OF LOSING THE BABY "

" Hey! That isn't going to happen and you know it isn't your fault. I love you and we are soon to be married and I'm happy being with you so stop all this okay? Your the one for me know one else and If you want I will get John to live stream you the concerts each night. "

I said just as my tour bus pulled up and I felt her grip tighten. I held her a litlle bit longer before I spoke.

" I have to get going now baby, okay? I will text you untill I fall asleep and all the time "

" O-okay. I l-love y-you "

" And I love you, Be safe and if you need anyone then call MammaSoMo and she will be here "

I took her face in my hands and wiped the tears with my thumbs and placed my lips on hers for a slow and loving kiss. I pulled away and gave her one last hug and grabbed my bags and got onto the bus.

" Bye baby, I love you "

" I love you, Bye " She said with a croakey voice. I felt a few tears rolling down my face as the bus drove away.

We had been on the bus for a few hours and I had started to text Bella. She was layed in bed with Jack and Gill and I just couldn't help but wish I was there with her.

To Bella xx <3 Sent at 10:46pm

I miss you already and you all look cute cuddled together. Just wish I was there or you were here with me :( xxxx

From Bella xx <3 Sent at 10:50pm

I miss you too and I know but your out there doing the one thing you love and here I am being a moody bitch and being selfish xxxx

To Bella xx <3 Sent at 10:51pm

I really don't wanna go to bed right now without any goodnight kisses and cuddles, But I'm already couting down the days untill I'm back home. I love you xxxx

From Bella xx <3 Sent at 10:54pm

I will talk to you tomorrow, Night Joseph. I love you xxxx

I went to sleep that night thinking of Bella in my arms and feel into a deep sleep.