Promises Or Heartache? ( Joseph SoMo Book 2 )

Chapter 22- I Can't Keep Losing You. I Need You

Songs for this chapter

Justin Bieber- One Love

John SoMo- Quicksand

Big Time Rush- 24/7

Ariana Grande- Why Try

Chris Brown- Take You Down

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John SoMo

I woke up feeling cold. I slowly sat up and checked the time on the clock. 3:15am. I rubbed my eyes and turned over, Just as I was about to go back to sleep I heard crying. I got out of bed and opened my bedroom door. As I was heading down the hall way I stopped outside Bella's bedroom. I saw she had a light on so I opend her door and she was layed on her bed crying. I closed the door and walked along the soft carpet and crawled over to her.

" Bella? " I asked her as I got in under the covers.

" Yeah? "

" Why you crying? " She sat up and faced me.

" Nothing it's fine. " She sniffled.

" Have you and Joseph split up? Because of me and what I did? " I rested my head on her chest.

" No. We have just taken sometime away from eachother. "

" I'll back to bed, I just wanted to see if you were okay. " I pulled the covers off me when Bella grabbed my arm.

" Don't go. " She opened her red puffy eyes.

" You want me too stay? "

" Yeah. "

Bella cuddled into me and we both soon fell asleep.

Joseph SoMo

I got into my car and drove out of MammaSoMo's driveway and headed home, I hope I can talk to Bella without John sticking his fucking nose in. I gripped the wheel so tight my hands were turning white. I put the code in and the gates opened and I drove up the driveway. I parked my car next to Bella's and headed inside.

I stepped into the hallway. The house was dead quite, I was about to go up the stairs when I saw John walk out of Bella's bedroom. You have got to be shitting me. He came down the stairs and I headed into the kitchen out of sight. I heard his feet on the wooden floor as he switched the kitchen light out.

" So, You worked your way into my girlfriends bed as soon as I leave. " I hiss lowly

" I didn't fucking sleep with her so calm your shit. "

" Why were you in our room in our bed? "

" I woke up and heard she was crying so I went to go see if she was okay and as I was about to leave she told me too stay. So I did, But I didn't fuck her. "

" You better not of raped her again. Cause if you did I will kill you. "

" I didn't I swear."

I gripped him by his shirt and threw him agaisnt the wall.

" I want you out of this house before Bella wakes up. Got it? "

He didn't get to say anything when Bella walked into the kitchen.

" Joseph? What the fuck? Why are you here? "

I saw how red and puffy her eyes were and I could aslso tell she had a sore throat

" I want to sort all this out. "

" Okay. I'll make some coffee and then we can talk. "

She made two cups of coffee and we headed to the living room and sat on the sofa.

" I love you and I hate what all this is doing to us. I need you Bella. You know I can't lose you, We have been through so much but my love for your grows stronger each day. And I am so sorry for everything. When the time is right, We will leave just me you and the baby, And we will go and live in New York and be a family. "

" You don't understand how much it's hurting me Joseph. You know how much you have hurt me and when I think we are happy, You go and fuck it all up again and it's not good for the baby. I have given you everything, Love, House, Help. Everything and you do all this to me as a thanks. I can't keep doing it. "

" I know, But we were so happy in New York. And I want it to be like that all the time, Bella please I need you, I love you so fucking much it hurts. Yes I have fucked up a lot but this place holds so many bad memories I want to start fresh in a new place with you and the baby. "

" I know Joseph, I just don't know what to do anymore. "

" Lets get married in 4 weeks, Just a family wedding and then we can move to New York. Just me and you and we can start fresh as Mr and Mrs Somers-Morals "

" Really? You wanna get married in 4 weeks? "

" Yeah baby, I want you in my life and I want to forget all the bad shit and look forward to what lies ahead. What do you say? "

" Yes! "
I hugged her so hard and kissed her with so much love. Not caring about John.

" It's settled then. In 4 weeks time we will get married and move. I love you "

" I love you too "

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Sorry for not posting.
Yay they getting married soon yay. xx