Promises Or Heartache? ( Joseph SoMo Book 2 )

Chapter 20- You Pick The Rapist Over Me

Songs for this chapter

Lawson- Roads

Big Time Rush- If I Ruled The World

Little Mix- Wings

SoMo- Back To The Start Again

Faydee- Laugh Till You Cry

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Joseph SoMo

I tried to keep up behind Bella, But she was going that fast I lost her. I have no fucking clue where she is and I just can't help but think the worst. What if she got into a crash again and no one is around to help her. I can't lose her or the baby. If she had never walked in I would of killed John right there in cold blood.

In the end I drove back home, Hoping she was already there, But when I parked my car hers wasn't there and it wasn't in the garage so I did start to panic. I rang her a few times but she never answerd. A few hours had past and I had called her almost 20 times, Left her so many voice mails and like 17 texts.

I was pacing around the kitchen when I heard a small knock on the door. I ran so fast I almost ran into the door. Once I opened the door my heart sank It wasn't Bella, It was Mason And Charlie.

" What are you guys doing here? " I asked them as I opened the door more to let them in.

" We came to see you and Bella. Where is she? " Mason asked me.

" Urm."

" Joseph? What's going? " Charlie looked at me.

" You guys had better sit down. "

" Just tell us Joseph, Please. " Mason said with glossy eyes.

" Okay, A Few months ago I cheated on Bella on the last night of my tour. And it hurt her so much, She actually left me and I can't believe I did something so stupid like that. She ended up giving her engangment ring back and I knew then I fucked up so bad. She was right that did. Everything that happened was because of me and I wish i could take eveything that happened. But when I asked her to marry me I knew that I wanted to be with her for the rest of my life. And now I may lose her once again. "

" Yeah you really did fuck up, What the hell made you cheat on her? " Mason hissed.

" I don't know, She has forgiven me up thats not all. She was raped and now carrying her rapist's baby. "

" Holy fuck. Who raped her? "

" John raped her and when he got arrested Bella ran out and drove off and now I have no fucking clue where she is. She won't pick her phone up and I can't help but think the worst. "

" I will ring her and if she doesn't answer then we will have to ring around and ask people if they have seen her. We will find her and everything will be okay. " Charlie gave me a small smile.