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Songs for this chapter
Justin Bieber- Drummer Boy
Neon Hitch- Fuck U Betta
One Direction- Another World
Cheryl Cole- Crazy Stupid Love
Cody Simpson- Summer Shade
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Bella Prescott
He cheated on me again. He fucking did it again. When I see him I will Kill him. Oh wait he is behind John. So the only thing I did was Slap him and I slapped him hard. And lets just say it made the coffee shop look in our direction. Fuck that hurt like a mother fucker.
" I hate you Joseph SoMo. I fucking hate you right now. How could you after everything. You go and fuck another girl. I have been through hell because of you. First I got a black eye from you when you were beating Cody up and then I got beat up by Chad for helping you get rid of your drug problem, even though you came to me. Then I caught you with drugs when you told me you had stopped, Then I caught you with another girl in the resturant I was having dinner in with my brothers, Then you went back to Chad and took drugs and got in his car which you almost died in. And then last month I was kidnapped by Chad who I thought was dead, and in the end the baby I had inside me died and now well you just cheated all over again. So everything is your fault Joseph even losing the baby ALL YOUR FUCKING FAULT. " I tried to hold back the tears and my hand was killing after slapping him in the face. He got up from the floor and tried to hold my hand.
" Bella, Just hear me out please. "
" No Joseph, I'm done with your lies and here you can have the ring back, as I can't marry you anymore and oh have fun living in my house that I bought. CAUSE WE ARE OVER " I let the tears fall and chucked the ring at Joseph and ran out the shop to my car with Joseph calling my name. I hopped in a drove away, I didn't know where I was going to go. I just had to get away from him.
I drove for about a hour untill I came to a dirt road, I parked my car and rested my head on the steering wheel and just cried. I just don't understand how he could do that AGAIN. It just shows he never loved me as much as I thought he did.
I don't know how long I was sat in my car for as it was dark and cold, I had to dive back home and pack some things and stay in a hotel for awhile. I arrived at home and unlocked the front door. I heard Joseph call my name and I just took one look at him and ran up to the bedroom. I grabbed my large suitcase and packed as much stuff as I could.
I made sure I hade my laptop and charger as well as my phone charger. I made sure to pack a few of Joseph's tank tops I took and all my bathroom stuff. As I walked back into the bedroom I saw Joseph standing by my suitcase trying to take all my stuff out.
" Fuck off Joseph! "
" No, You need to let me explain, I was going to tell you but I didn't want to hurt you "
" Well it's a bit late for that isn't. How would you like it if I went behind your back and fucked another guy. I can't do all this again Joseph "
" Please don't say its over. I do really love you, I never ment for it to happen. You know I can't live without you Bella. Please Don't leave me, I will do anything. " I zipped up my suitcase and walked out the bedroom and down to my car. But of course Joseph was behind me.
" Bella please, Don't do this please. 'm begging you please. I need you. "
" Why don't you go back to that girl you fucked instead, I'm sure you two will be very happy together."
Joseph SoMo
She got in her car and drove away. I couldn't help but fall to my knees and cry. I have really fucked up now and she may never come back. She knows I'm nothing without her and now I have lost her again. God Joseph why do you have to be such a dickhead. I'm more than a dickhead. I'm going to kill John. I got in my car and drove to MammaSoMo's house.
He is going to be dead when I get my fucking hands on him. I arrived at MammaSoMo's house and John opened the door. I stormed inside and grabbed him by the shirt and pushed him against the door.
" You fucking arsehole, She has gone, She has left all beacuse you couldn't keep your fucking mouth shut. You knew I was going to tell her when the time was right, But oh no you had to go and open your fucking mouth. This little crush you have on Bella you need to stop she is mine not yours. "
" No she isn't yours now is she? All because you got drunk and you fucked another girl. I hated what you did to her and I'm glad I told her. She doesn't need a cheater and a drugie in her life. So yeah I'm glad I told her, I might have a chance to get her into my bed now. "
" YOU FUCKING BASTARD" I screamed at him and punched him in the face and he fell to the floor.
I kept on punching him and screaming at him untill Cody and MammaSoMo walked in and Cody grabbed my arms and put the behind my back.
" Joseph calm the fuck down " Cody said screaming at me.
" Why thanks to him and his big mouth Bella as left me. She has fucking gone and left me and now I have nothing "
" Joseph hunny just relax. " MammaSoMo said to me as she helpped John off the floor.
" I will fucking kill you. I swear I will shove you so far underground If you go anyway near Bella " I screamed in his bloody and bruised face.
" Cody take Joseph back home and I will get John cleaned up " MammaSoMo said to Cody as he took my car keys and dragged me outside.
" What the hell is going on? "
" He told Bella what happened on the last night of tour, He know I was going to tell her, I just couldn't find the right time, I even ignored her for a week, cause I knew if I talked to her I would just tell her but I couldn't and now she knows, She gave me the ring back and now she has gone to a hotel, And I may never see her again. I just can't live without her Cody, I just can't. I'm nothing without her. "
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I love all the SoMo's and I'm sorry about Joseph beating the crap out of John....... Upate again soon.
I also edited Chapter 1 Of Back To The Start Again. So Give that another read. :D xx
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