Heartbroken (Ch.4)

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~Levi's POV~

"I like you too." Those words echoed in my head.

She giggled slightly before lying down again. "But don't get your hopes up." She said as she winked at me.

"Wait...what does that mean?" I asked as I looked at her.

"I really like you but...I'm dating someone." She said.

Those words broke my heart. I never felt this much pain since Petra...I don't wanna mention her anymore.

I sighed as I felt my chest ache a little. "Who is the lucky brat?" I asked while not making any eye contact.

"His name is Jean...Jean Kirstein." He was a transferree from the Trost District. I also..."

"That's all I need to know, brat." I say while standing up as I ball my hands into tight fists.

"Levi...please." She begged as she held my arm.

I felt weak in her touch. I dropped to my knees and brought out a pocket knife.

"No...you are not like this." She said as she teared up.

"Mikasa...I'm really sorry." I say as I drop the pocket knife.

"There are more girls out there, you know." She say to try and calm me down.

I sigh.

"Why does this pain...feel so familiar?" I say as I sit on the bed.

"M-Mikasa..." I stutter out.

She puts her finger over my mouth to shut me up. I felt like I was about to cry.

[Flashback]

"Please...stay strong...for me." Petra said as her breathing became heavier.

"No...please, don't go!" I say as I take her bloody body in my hands.

"Someone, please, help!!!" I screamed out as I ran around the dark alley.

"Those bitches, they will pay." I say.

[Flashback Ends]

"I have to stay strong. But I need to move on. I'm sorry, Petra." I thought to myself.

I sighed and wiped the dust off my pants.

"Are you gonna be okay, Levi?" She asked me with a concerned look on her face.

I nodded softly and looked down.

"Don't worry. I-I'll be fine." I said as I started to tear up.

"Levi? Please don't cry." She said as she approached me.

"No, I'm fine. We just...misunderstood, you know?" I said, trying my hardest to hide my emotions.

"I'm not mad." I added as I put on a fake smile.

"No, you're not fine." She said as she grabbed a tissue square from her back pocket. She wiped the groove above my lips.

I touched it and realized that my nose was bleeding. I ran quickly towards the bathroom. Mikasa followed, holding a towel.

She doused the towel in cold water and placed it on my forehead.

I lied down on the bed with my back flat as she lied back down beside me.

I felt embarassed. I failed Petra. I made myself look like an ass infront of Mikasa.

"Levi?" She innocently asked.

"What is it, brat?" I asked as I closed my eyes. I shouldn't have done that.

"Why were you mad?" She asked. "Oh Fuck." I thought to myself.

"What do you mean?" I asked, my face red from embarassment.

"When I said that Jean was my 'to be boyfriend'?" She asked as she crawled beside me.

"My head still hurts." She said as she grabbed the back of her head.

~Mikasa's POV~

I liked seeing him weak. It turned me on. I had this wicked and twisted feeling inside me.

I lied down beside him. I got to a comfortable distance and put the sheet over me.

He stood up and went back to the bathroom.

When he returned, he wore his usual frown and stoic expression.

It's like nothing happrned in the first place.

"I'll go get dinner." He says as he pats my head softly.

My thoughts were jumbled. Did I hurt him? Or was it something else?

"Eh, I'll just find out later." I said as I felt a piece if paper rustle against my thigh.

"What the fuck is this?" I asked myself as I unfolded it.

"I really shoudn't have got my hopes up. -Levi" It read.

"So he does LIKE me." I think to myself.

The guy is really nice. I felt bad for hurting him. When I met him, I hated him. But he seems really nice when you get to know him.

"Poor shorty." I thought to myself.

(After A Few Days)

"Hey, Mikasa. Why does Levi look like he's ready to cry any second now?" Sasha asked as she chowed down on her sandwich.

"I dunno. Maybe it was that Petra girl." I replied jokingly.

She looked at me in a weird fashion.

"You do know that she died just last Thursday, right?" She said.

My eyes widened in shock.

"I think I know why he's acting strangely." I said to her. "Wait here, I'll just talk to him in a bit."

~Sasha's POV~

After around a minute, a guy with a dirty blonde hair approached the table.

He smiled at me and I smiled back.

"Have a seat." I say as I pat on the seat beside me.

He's cute. Yeah, I think we would get along together.

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Hi guys and gurls!

Quick upload just because our hotel has WiFi. I also redownloaded my Wattpad app.

But anyways, that's all I wanted to say. Please rate and comment your ideas for the next chapter.

And as always...

I will see you...

In the next chapter...

BUH-BYE!!! :)

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