Angel ~ In the Eyes of Megan

Chapter 8

Taylor's POV:

I woke up earlier that morning on Cameron's bed. I felt bad because Cam had slept on the couch. I was just so upset that I fell asleep with tears still pouring out of my eyes. I planned to go and visit her later tonight in the hospital when there wasn't any people. I currently was sitting on Cam's bed thinking about everything that happened the previous night. It was insane that she was there. That means she wasn't lying about anything. Well Skylnn wasn't lying to be exact. I just couldn't shake the feeling that she could be in the same room as me any moment of any day.

She was so beautiful. Her brown hair flowing down her shoulders. Her blue jersey top. She was just so perfect. I didn't do anything all day and luckily Cameron and Nash respected that. I finally got out of Cam's bed and fixed my hair in his mirror. My fingers picked through my hair as I tried to make myself look like I hadn't been laying in bed all day. I suddenly stopped and glanced down at my pocket. My blue bandana was hanging out of my pocket slightly and it made my eyes start to burn again.

I held in my tears and took the peice of cloth out and slowly put it around my head. A smile formed on my face and decided to do something for her. I went downstairs, skipping two steps at a time, and found Nash sitting on the couch. "Hey dude, do you mind taking a picture of me?" He looked up at me and laughed. "Sure." I handed him my phone and I posed sideways. After he took the picture, I sat down on the couched and instantly started editing the photo. I went into my favorites on my camera roll and found the picture of Megan and I. 

Then I put the two picture's together in an app called photo collage. Then I went onto my instagram and posted the picture. It took me a while to get the guts to put together a caption. Moments after I posted it, Nash liked it and I turned to him and he turned to me. "That was beautiful man." He patted my shoulder. "Yeah well. Alive or not, she's worth everything to me." We sat in silence for a minute before I got up to go find Cameron. I went to Nash's room and there he was, on his phone. "Hey." I said. He looked up at me in surprise. "Wow, you're alive." He chuckled. "Yeah sort of." I laughed.

"What's up?" He asked. "Nothing. Just wanted to hang or something." I shrugged. "Alright. I was actually just about to broadcast for Cam's book club if you wouldn't mind listening in and saying hi to some of the fans?" He asked. "Yeah of course. The fans always make me feel better." I pulled up a chair next to him and he started his live broadcast. "Hey guys! So I'm joined here today with Taylor. He's gonna be listening to me read to you all so let's get started!" He said. I read through the comments section as Cameron read. 

It was a bummer that more people spent time commenting then actually reading. But at least it kept me busy. When he ended the chapter we began interacting with the viewers. We spent about an hour on there and I was thankful for it because it got my mind off of Megan for a little while. When we ended the broadcast it was around 4:00. "I think I'm gonna head home." I told Cameron. "Alright man I'll see you tomorrow or something." I nodded and left the apartment after I told Nash I was leaving as well.

When I got home my dad was there in his office. "Hey pop." I said,leaning on the door frame. "Hey Taylor." He didn't look up from his work. "So have you got the RV thing situated yet?" I asked. "Actually that's what I'm working on now. Tax's seem to be in the right order. Everything's good to go! I just need to check in with the locations we set to make sure everythings ok." I nodded. "Everything alright?" He asked me. "Yeah I mean, I still miss Megan." I sighed. "Oh I see. Well don't let her death conflict with your choices okay?" I stared at him and nodded my head again. 

"Your mom's upstairs and Tristen is at his friends house for the night. Do you have any plans?" I thought about telling him that I was gonna visit Megan but I wasn't sure what he would say. "No not really. I might go out and visit with some friends from Magcon." It wasn't entirely a lie. I mean, I met Megan at Magcon. "Ok, well I need to figure a few things out so if you don't mind going upstairs or something I'd very much appreciate some privacy." He fixed his glasses signaling me to leave which I did.